Flame of Living Love


O living flame of love
that tenderly wounds my soul
in its deepest center!

Since now you are not oppressive,
now consummate!

if it be your will:
tear through the veil of this sweet encounter!

– St. John of the Cross




In Buddhism the Lotus flower is considered to be a sacred.

Being one of the 8 fortunate signs of Buddhism.

The lotus flower with 8 petals is used in Buddhist mandalas, sign.if.ying cosmic harmony,

a 1000-petals- Lotus denotes spiritual illumination.

FaMoUs Buddhist mantra, “Om mane padme hum(an(t)),” relates to the jewel in the Lotus, which is

•    According to Egyptian mythology, the Lotus is related to the Sun

as it flowers at the day hours & closes by night.

It is credited that the Lotus Flower has given birth to The Sun.

•    Its stem is consumed in nearly all parts of India.


A Field of Flowers

     The Lotus grows quitly in the garden pool. The Ibis curls one foot beneath him and blinks. It is too nice a day to spoil with words. In the wind I hear what I see – a low hum of vitality, the bell of flowers ringing. I pass in and out of time, aeons press against my skin. I rest in a place within a place, a meadow of myself that is the world pressing close. The river flows on. Tall, thin reeds rock against the current, and the wind like a woman envelops me.

Life is liquid



I lie in the white mind of universe, knowing what i know, it knows me. The fruits of the land are abundant. With the quick, bright blade of Spirit I turned new ground, planted seed. I struggled with the donkey. Beneath my hand things happenned – grapes and wheat. In time i drank wine and ate bread. The field ploughed feeds a man, the spirit cultivated nourishes. I keep one eye on heaven and one on earth, following the seasons, walking the rhythm.

I lie on sweet hay. The sparrow’s song cuts the silence. I hear it now as I heard it ages ago. The birds are gods. I carry their song in my belly. I’m carried in the egg of silence. Even now in the long pause of possibility, quiet beneath its shell, there rises a wild honking, long flights against an autumn moon, smooth eggs waiting to be laid. An old man lying in a field feels embryonic.

Learning peace itself is a struggle. More often I know the air as it whips my face. When the wind is still, I forget the wind. Walking through town, I turn longingly to the mountain. On the mountain I gaze back on the town. When there’s much talk I withdraw into silence. When it is quiet I strain to hear some song. Having no trouble, I create some to keep the day interesting. We misunderstand the quiet. In the heat of the day I seek shadows. At night I praise the light of stars. The moon grows legs and wonders through the old man’s heart seeking some dark corners to inspire. At midday the gods walk through town invisible as cats. Only children and wise old men know the difference.

Even night and day struggle, make peace between themselves. We call that beautiful sunset and dawn. In the spirits of men we call it a state of grace. Unless the earth enveloped the seed and the seed struggled against the darkness, there would be no corn. The moment we are born we begin to die. In each death we are born again. We take in the air and the air escapes us. Call it the breath of life. I no longer call loss disaster. It is the empty heart waiting to be filled. From the act of love, two bodies straining against each other, there rises the star of children. After opposition comes unity. Knowing that removes the string of failure.

What god wants god shall have, and so I say, make is easy on yourself. The divine will asks only that things happen, that what it asks to exist comes to pass. My desire, my little will gives it form. If I struggle it comes anyway, malformed, a lesser power than it should be. If I give myself to it, it passes through me and I nourish it as it nourishes me. The difference is in the knowing of it. If there is confusion, I have not allowed life, the will of god, to change me. If I know it, I’m changed by it. I have ferried myself across the churning waters of emotion. I go with the current, I rock to and fro in the tide. I come to a place I never knew I was bound for. There is a reason for accidents.

When I open my mouths I let the gods speak and it is like sparrows singing.

When I open my heart I find the way, a gap through the wall of mountains.

Through me I allow the world to unfold.

I have the magic of earth, wind and flame.

Though the future lies shrouded in veils, if I give my will to what I know not, I shall see it all come to pass.

No sorrow.

No sweat.

KNowing the world is as the world should be, I enter the field of peace.

(“Awakening Osiris, The Egyptian Book of The Dead” translated by Normandi Ellis, “The Field of Flowers”, p.215)



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In Ukrainian word Or means Plow – in Jewish tradition word Or means Light – In Human Ancestor’s language name Or is the name of the father of Ants – 3 brothers Kiy, Scheck & Horiv who with their sister Libid (Swan) have founded The City of The Golden Gate – The City upon 7 Hills – Kiev (original pronunciation Ku.yava or Hu.yava)


In English, as in other Germanic languages, Or (the plough) was traditionally known by other names, e.g. Old English sulhOld High German medelageiza,huohili, and Old Norse arðr (Swedish årder), all presumably referring to the scratch plough (ard or yoke).


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2 – body ard

3 – sole ard

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Ли́бідь — легендарна сестра засновників Києва КияЩека та Хорива.

Легенда про заснування Києва називає Либідь не сестрою, а дочкою князя. За сюжетом, дівчина була чудова, як травневе сонце. З усіх країн світу з’їхалися молоді лицарі, князі й королевичі просити її руки. Та княжна й чути не хотіла про весілля. Мовляв, не піду, та й годі. Лицарі й королевичі хотіли звабити княжну своїм багатством, хоробрістю, силою. Не один наклав головою, щоб їй сподобатися, та все даремно. Тоді претенденти порадилися між собою, знизали плечима, сіли на своїх коней і роз’їхалися. Більше до неї наречені не приїздили.

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«Orion» Multi-Purpose Crew Vehicle (MPCV)багатоцільовий пілотований корабель Оріон — американський частково багаторазовий космічний корабель, який будує Lockheed Ma

rtin для НАСА, з використанням конструкцій і закінчених випробувань в рамках скасованої програми «Сузір’я».

Кожен космічний корабель Оріон матиме екіпаж найбільше з 4 (чотирьох) осіб. Космічний апарат спочатку розроблявся для запуску ракетою-носієм Арес I.

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Ares (Mars)

Ares (Ancient Greek: Ἄρης [árɛːs], Μodern Greek: Άρης [ˈaris]) was the Greek god of war. He is one of the Twelve Olympians, and the son of Zeusand Hera.

The etymology of the name Ares is traditionally connected with the Greek word ἀρή (arē), the Ionic form of the Doric ἀρά (ara), “bane, ruin, curse, imprecation”

The union of Ares and Aphrodite created the gods ErosAnterosPhobosDeimosHarmonia, and Adrestia.

The adversary of Harmonia is Eris, who is said to be the sister of Ares:

Eris (Ancient Greek: Ἔρις, “Strife”) is the Greek goddess of chaos, strife and discord, her name being translated into Latin as Discordia. Her Greek opposite is Harmonia

Strife, meaning:
bitter conflict or rivalry: bitter and sometimes violent conflict, struggle, or rivalry
[ 12th century. < Old French estrif ]
strife·less ADJECTIVE
Synonyms: troubleconflictdiscordcontention, fighting, dissensionfrictionrivalry
all of these meanings have direct connection to human Psyche and our essence as LOVERS… friction is the essence of sexual intercourse between man and woman known in Hindu tradition as kama-sutra, whereas harmony is a quality of aerotic relationship that is free from friction – Tantra is the love relationship between man and woman that is free from friction… Khajuraho Temples (India) are highly educational on both – Eris and Harmony… Downfall of the gods lead to the state of Eris between couples as Gods became engaged with many Humans… to purify downfallen state of Divine Kingdoms and Powers Human Beings are to turn Eris into Harmony and to transcend kama-sutra into tantra… this will put an end to human experiement, which is artificial means of purifying Gods from the state of nephilims… I wish Archangel Michael WILL finally command his army in helping to separate those human beings who are harmonious from those who are still in strife in order to preserve Human Race at all…
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Fear is the first energy that shuts off our natural self and our ability to be in our domain of power.

We operate in fear produced by socially, politically, culturally, and religiously correct thinking and behavior.

All this correctness rings the death knells to individuality and personal freedom.


When little child INSIDE YOU doesn’t have a way to connect to the outside world and know who it is, fear immediately forces the child into pretense.

We experience fear when we step into the unknown (that is either threatening to our mind by previous experiences OR by its hostile appearance, which is our intuitive perception of real danger or threat to our life (intuitive alarm is always to be listened to as in this spontaneous all-of-a-sudden recognition of danger fear is our FRIEND)

We experience fear when we step into the unknown and do not know (especially if we are used to living from believes-system that restricts our mind to something which can be seen as a fortress or a prison to our Heart, where immortal Child of God lives. People who operate from strict conceptual program, which is like a computer microchip, often shut the voice of their child to a degree of child being repressed all their life – Soul in pain from artificially created concept of mind, which in its natural state is a fluid state of consciousness… mind is the helper of The Heart – not Its master – it is why it is said:



…There is no harm in not knowing, which means you are receptive and willing to learn, to be creative, and to engage with the unknown in order to make it known.

Ignorance, on the other hand, means you think you know, but you don’t, and you still act like you do. (it takes a skill to be both, the one who acts and the one who watches, in order to heal from ignorance. This skill is not an easy one to master unless a person is really willing to become Free Human Being and a Master of one’s life. All habits are concepts – whether ignorant or wise, – they are our habitual ways to respond to any or many situations we face in life. Unknown is a situation which we never faced before – it’s like hugging a drunk homeless person on the street as you pass by and that person simply begins to talk to you and demand that much love… allowing ourselves a freedom to step beyond our habitual dislike to bad smell and hugging total stranger who looks bad, we liberate our mind from this guard – and then we can look at people much more openly and operate from intuition and Heart-felt Humanity of OUR INNER CHILD (or many CHILDREN, whom i call Cheburashki-Solnishki 🙂





So knowledge (of how to heal from brainwashing we lived through from the moment of birth into this world until this very moment) is our ally and our weapon in overcoming and defeating fear (it must be done at once – right away – without any delay – before our habit to ananlize shuns our Divine Nature – Child’s Nature to great all and every with impulse of Love and open arms… mind silent enough for our Heart to SEE & HEAR the unknown… if we allow our Heart’s Child to touch with all that is in this simple way, our friend mind is learning how to let go off habitual armor we made in response of being shut and harmed by others… the most difficult is to remain in an open state of mind when we face people or situations or terrors who caused us to experience great pain in the past, allowing our Heart’s Child to responds in a spontaneous way of Love no matter what – even if it is a murderer who came into our consciousness psychically and threatens our life – it is much more difficult to keep an open mind and allow spontaneous Life from The Heart when we are tortured by physical devices – even though torture of Human Beings is forbidden on this Planet (Humans have Right to be free from harm), there are people who still like to inflict pain on others to force them into obedience or to force out information… it is a true Mastery to forgive these people as soon as they finish inflicting physical or psychic pain on us and to “move on” without allowing our mind to linger on feeling of being angry at those who caused us pain – this is the only way to protect our Divine Child WithIn… )

…WE GAIN COURAGE through that confrontation and raise our measure of self-worth – COURAGE TO BE FREE CHILD OF GOD – feeling good to be able to keep our mind open no matter what… MOMENT 2 MOMENT LIFE is the only possible way of life for all of LIFE – it is the only way of life that helps us to remain Divine Children of God – it is the only way of life that keeps God alive – all other ways of life (conditioned or controlled by either ourselves or others) are the ways to murder Living God… Murder is a word that means 1000 crows… Crows can sing, talk or crow… Crows can defend those who love God and defend Life – i have experienced Crows come to help me with their voices when i was psychically attached… it is true miracle of Life – to be friends with all of Life – with every creature – be they small or large… scary looking creatures of God are usually the ones who’ve been hurt the most – terrifying  appearance is usually a protective armor of the most gentle and ancient beings…

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While in the womb, the fetus-child is connected to the mother through the umbilical cord, which is child’s energy pipe-line. All child’s needs are met through this cord – the child is in a protected environment and is still connected to Spirit. The Child experiences fear for the first time when the umbilical cord is cut at birth, separating The Child from The Mother (physical birth is a mirror to an ancient event known first as Luciferian rebellion – Big Bang – and, later on, as sacrifice, when Heart of One Life would send Its Children to help our Planetary Child and all the children trapped on it… there are many “lucifers” here – fallen snowflakes of unconditional love – mutilated and tortured children, who came to help, but were forced into becoming food for those who are here for such a long time that they are perpetually hungry for food of Spirit and Light and Love… there are those who still keep these Children of God in a fallen and mutilated state or tortured Souls and mutilated invalids of so called Middle Earth only because they are afraid of the powers of God – for God is Unknown always LIVING spontaneously from the Heart… perhaps those few “controllers”, who acquired seat of power over many on this Planet, will learn their FEAR and allow GOD LIVE… the moment all fallen Children of God are allowed to HEAL NATURALLY – without any artificially created scientific devices, – HEALERS will manifest and take their rightful place of HEALERS eliminating forever artificially created medical sciences that operate on drugs alone.) 

(OUR BEING IN MOTHER’S WOMB IS THE MOST DIVINE STATE OF LIFE WE EVER EXPERIENCED WHILE ON EARTH – if we contemplate Child’s being in Mother’s womb – from the coition of father’s and mother’s cells to full development of the child by the end of 9th month… there is an ancient saying: “measure 9 times – tie the knot on tenth” this wisdom has everything to do with God, Children of God, Central Spiritual Sun, Planet Earth, and all of creation…



The Child experiences fear for the first time when the umbilical cord is cut at birth…

separating the child from the mother…

this separates the child from the connection that has provided its survival and sustenance for 9 months…

No longer fed through the umbilical cord, the child feels hunger (hunger is a hollow restless feeling – hunger is not physical – hunger is a state of mind when CONNECTION is severed – when the child is disconnected from the mother and the womb and The Heart of One Life, known to us as Holy Trinity – Father Mother & Child – when connection is severed and Mother is exhausted from its Light and body given to starving children, The Mother is known as Holy Ghost… it is difficult to reconnect to The Heart of One Life – to Omnipresent FatherMother, – if we exhaust our own Mothers to the state of Holy Ghost – for it is The Mother who is The Daughter – who is The Wife and The Virgin – who births and births not – is our ONE & ONLY CONNECTION possible… when we stop exhausting our Mothers to the state of Holy Ghost – when we stop turning their already exhausted bodies into prostitutes for the sake of refilling us with necessary amount of “love” to reach back to The Hear of One Life, – we will preserve this precious Thread of Life… many children are fallen – most are seeking to return by scientific ways of the mind – but it is the way of spontaneous LIFE of Heart’s Child – fearless Life of Love – free from outside controls of foreign thought-forms – spontaneous Life as impulse from The Heart – artificial collection of Souls by One Savior is a perversion of Life that is dominant on Planet Earth now is the cause of sacrifice – severance of umbilical cord that holds children tied to The heart of One Life (this artificial collection of Human Souls by forceful removal out of body is sometimes known in Xristian tradition as Melchizedek and his seraphic priestesses – sometimes known as forceful recollection of Souls by artificial intelligence in order to be manipulated into rebirth or slavery for energy-producing needs… Artificial collection of Souls with following reincarnation is a system known to us as creation of clones – clones are human and other beings that are created by those who forcefully collect and rebirth into physical bodies – True Human Beings are unborn – they are those who came here from The Heart of One Life without ever loosing this sacred umbilical cord and outer egg-of-a-womb…)

When umbilical cord is severed and the child feels natural fear for the first time being pushed and pulled out by those who help child’s physical body at birth, the greatest of all trauma is experienced – for we have no means of avoiding to be separated from the womb – if a child born physically is connected to The Heart of One Life (which is nearly extinct on this Planet) then the child remembers how to be fearless and live spontaneously from The heart very early – trauma is healed by ever present connection to The Heart of One Life – these rare children are fully initiated Human and Star children who do not need any further emancipation by religious and spiritual sciences… If these perfect children are allowed to be themselves without ever being harmed by artificial recollection of their Soul into Earth’s collective, they can help other fallen children to heal naturally – by this mysterious connection between our HEARTS… sharing LOVE… when we open our Heart – our Inner Child’s Heart to these rare ones, – we heal by mysterious knowingness that is never known to the mind and yet transforms our mind to the state of original fearless and unconditional purity that finally makes our mind fitted to be true helper to our Inner Child – helping to go HOME – as our Inner Child reaches from the Heart to The Heart of One Life… 

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If The Child of God is separated from The Heart of One Life and the child’s mother is made to be Holy Ghost, The Child is experiencing this hollow restless feeling of hunger and fear of separation – if hunger for being one in Love and fear of separation from The Mother are not healed by reconnecting to at least child’s physical mother and father, then the children acquire all sorts of mental wounds that become armor of habits… Our parents rarely know what it means to be Father and Mother of Divine Child… there are so many children that are damaged by their physical parents ignorant enough to want a child, yet completely misunderstanding the most basic need of every Human Being – connection to The Heart of One Life… most parents treat their children by educating their minds to shut their hearts to their inner Divinity… thus pain and hunger and fear produce much of des.ease and want and these produce a state of war, which is fierce competition for LOVE and Satiation – and so those who learned how to forcefully acquire something that makes them temporarily satisfy hunger… but limited supplies are limited supplies… unless we reconnect to The Heart of One Life, our Divine Child in the Heart is suffering pain and mutilation by corrupted mind-collective… as from my experiences Life on this planet is in real danger to be extinct very soon.



When the child’s umbilical cord connecting the child to the mother is cut, the child doesn’t know what hunger is – only fear of separation, – if the fear of separation is immediately removed by the child’s mother, hunger never occurs… if Mother’s Love is not matching The  Child’s fear of separation, then and only then hunger arises – then and only then the mind of newborn into world of flesh experiences want… degrees of want and hunger are conditioned by the child’s relationship with child’s mind as well as relationship with his/her physical parents and… the rest of the world…    

If upon removal of umbilical cord the child’s hunger is not satisfied, that energy (of hollow restlessness) moves up the chakra line (the energy centers or vortices up the central line of the body) from the ONE_POINT or COG (our Center of Gravity – our Center of Balance located in some 3 finger width above our navel – in some 3 finger width below Bona Dea (= diafragm)… location and number of energy centers in our body depends on our genetic heritage (tribal origin) and blood-type)


Center of Gravity within each human body can be likened to Solar system

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Joseph Campbell (renown mythologist, author of The Hero with 1000 faces) had a documentary, where he perfectly explained psychological traits and damages linked to each chakra:

1st chakra is root chakra associated with fear and survival

2nd chakra  is aerotic – LOVE center – sexual relationships are all aerotic – rooted in the heart – when wounded by separation from Mother’s Love, our heart “falls” down to seek lost love by available means… 2nd chakra is located at the level of the womb… unfulfilled by twin-flame Love communion, our Heart fallen down, we walk life seeking to find our Soul mate… the way of Love becomes as everyone elses because it is the most available and accepted way to look for our perfect mate… sexual attraction substitutes Heart-felt connection… our energy drains down through many unsatisfying sexual relationships… distorted down to sexual disorders by degrees of hunger and fear, we finally face a great challenge of our Inner Divine Child being so separated from Natural Love Heart-2-Heart that some begin to use S&M methods of cutting away this sexual drive… people often misunderstand why they are drawn to S&M relationships – they must look within to remember that deeply wounded Divine Child of The Heart can be as desparate as to seek to cut off excessive sexual relationships that deprive The Child from LOVE… 

2nd chakra – “The Fallen Heart” – our wounded Divine Child fallen into the womb – our underworld – our connection to The Mother through umbilical cord from navel to navel instead of Heart to Heart…

Divine Children whose Heart had fallen below Middle Earth of DeaFraMa (diaphragm), – are dealing with following issues of the mind:

1) Master and Servant (rules)

2) Friend for Friend (learning and sharing)

3) Parent for Child (Spiritual Love)

4) Marriage of 2 (deep need to create Holy Communion as marriage arranged in Heaven…)

5) impulse, passion, braking the rules, saving somebody at the risk of one’s own life

purification of 2nd chakra can be considered satiation of hunger from (1) to (5)

if a newborn child just separated from Mother’s Womb does not satisfy this hollow restless feeling (hunger) by being held with much just enough of Mother’s Love, child’s Spiritual Heart falls down in fear to 1st chakra – root chakra – the the seat of basic survival at all costs… the trauma of birth is known to be the greatest trauma in our life… it is the downfall from Grace of being ONE that dis-balances Center of Gravity… this trauma is remembered as greatest harm rarely compensated by enoughness of Mother’s Love  we receive immediately after birth – this feeling of our Heart all of a sudden sinking down is known as fear – intuitive – unexplainable fear – is exactly the feeling of being separated from the womb (safety=wholeness) – this impulse – this fright – is a cry of our Inner Child that already resides in a newborn body of the child whom physical MOTHER considers her own…  fallen Heart of Our Inner Divine Child must then be lifted up with Love and forgiveness of those who wronged us – forgiveness of pain we experienced – forgiving ourselves for being the abused and the raped ones…

according to Josheph Campbell, 1st chakra is experienced as limbo – an explosion – big bang – “Luciferian rebellion” in which our Spiritual Heart – our Universal Egg, – brake, disengage in “Fire sacrifice of Brahman” – and with it Heart’s Consciousness of Divine Child within disengages from unborn knowing of all things in God – Spiritual Heart fallen in fear down to 1st chakra is the moment of forgetfulness – a moment at birth from which we heal all life – healing ourselves from forgetfulness of who we are…

 Jan Orisi (Sundance Journey of The Soul) describes how unsatisfied hunger can move up the chakras corrupting our Divine Body more and more:

if hunger is unsatisfied in third chakra (our Navel) then it moves to the Heart Chakra… in 4th chakra unsatisfied hunger is experienced as ANGER…

Navel – our 3rd chakra is dealing with satiation of such “hungers” as: violence, sex-violence, desires to conquer, to consume, will to power.

First 3 chakras are Dharmas of The Mind – uplifting Spiritual Heart, our Inner Child is overcoming pollutions of our mind such as: common religious believes of the world; health; wealth; prodegy; lust; fear; duty… it is very important that we become either Friend or a Loving Mother of  our Divine Child or Children – because some of us have more than one Divine Child living in our HeartMind… 🙂

We are to become loving companions to each other if we are to come back HOME in this life-time…


Fear is always our response to the unknown, an energy that must be dealt with and experienced. If the child is not fed, the energy continues up the chakra line to the heart chakra. The child doesn’t know how to cope with the fear of the unknown, so the child experiences anger, which is the inability to cope with the fear of the unknown.

Now if the baby still isn’t fed, baby’s one-point will move into the fifth chakra, the communication center in the throat. The Child is trying to communicate but doesn’t know how. If hunger is still unsatisfied, The Child will experience stress, anxiety, and in the most severe form, hysteria.

If the Child still is not fed, the energy moves into the 6th chakra – the 3rd eye in the middle of the forehead. The child’s voice breaks; it gets quiet and goes into depression. As a balanced energy, depression is a demand to go into deep introspection and regain one-point and rebalance ourself. If we stay in depression, however (self-pity loves this place), we will not be able to restabilize. As long as we allow the one-point to move up our body, we are like a tent pole, the higher it gets, the more we get off balance.

Being born through phisical womb of the mother is our first experience of hunger and fear and we will react to the unknown/unconsciously known threats to our Inner Child as well as to unknown energies this way throughout our life until we under.stand what is really going on and conquer the block…

Walking with ally of Heart’s Knowing, we will gain Fearlessness… 

Joseph Campbell de.scribes HEARt’s Chakra as Chakra of Trans.formation, where AUM sound is HEARed – sound made by NOT any 2 things striking together – AUM – sound of our UniVerse, where our Divine Children dance upon the dwarf of forgetfulness… where our children sit around Sacred Altar with many flames of Life gathered within the Center of our Shrine of One Life – our physical bodies are Shrines of One Life… The HEART…


every cell in our body has a heart… Ancient Slavs knew it and built their cities accordingly…








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Divine Femenine

a woman can be so many Beautiful Ones as She is Her SELF… with A Child…

a woman can be so much LOVE…

a woman can simply beautify all there is

and yet…

women are murdered and raped and stripped down their powers

in fear

being feared

for being so Beautiful…

it is much easier to have prostitutes addicted to drugs

than to be in a company of a woman who demands LOVE and FearLess ness…

to destroy The Heart of a Lady with a Child with metal grinds

is a form of torture to force Divine Mother and A Child

out of their bodhi Shrine of One Life…

most hideous Spiritual crime i ever lived through…

to see Divine children being forced out of Shrine of One Life… being made homeless

being made to hide…

being made to silence their Nature

being made to be tortured by braking their teeths…

being made tortured by being killed with iron claws…

being made to be food for cannibals who refuse to work – only eat…

i pray for all the children of God to win Human Right to be FREE FROM HARM









Fluorite (also called fluorspar) is a halide mineral composed of calcium fluoride, CaF2. It is an isometric mineral with a cubic habit, though octahedral and more complex isometric forms are not uncommon. Crystal twinning is common and adds complexity to the observed crystal habits.

The word fluorite is derived from the Latin root fluo, meaning “to flow” because the mineral is used as a flux in iron smelting to decrease the viscosityof slags at a given temperature. This increase in fluidity is the result of the ionic nature of the mineral. The melting point of pure calcium fluoride is 1676 K.

In 1852 fluorite gave its name to the phenomenon of fluorescence, which is prominent in fluorites from certain locations, due to certain impurities in the crystal. Fluorite also gave the name to its constitutive element fluorine.[2]

Fluorite has a very low dispersion, so lenses made from it exhibit less chromatic aberration than those made of ordinary glass.[22] However, naturally-occurring fluorite crystals without optical defects were only large enough to produce microscope elements.

With the advent of synthetically-grown fluorite (calcium fluoride crystal), it could be used instead of glass in some high-performance telescopes and camera lens elements. Its use for prisms and lenses was studied and promoted by Victor Schumann near the end of the 19th century.[23]

In telescopes, fluorite elements allow crisp images of astronomical objects even at high magnificationsCanon Inc. produces synthetic fluorite crystals that are used in their more expensivetelephoto lenses.

Exposure tools for the semiconductor industry make use of fluorite optical elements for ultraviolet light at wavelengths of about 157 nanometers. Fluorite has a uniquely high transparency at this wavelength. Fluorite objective lenses are manufactured by the larger microscope firms (Nikon, OlympusCarl Zeiss and Leica). Their transparence to ultraviolet light enables them to be used forfluorescence microscopy.[24] The fluorite also serves to correct optical aberrations in these lenses. Nikon has previously manufactured at least one all-fluorite element camera lens (105 mm f/4.5 UV) for the production of ultraviolet images.[25]

Hydrofluoric acid (HF) is a solution of hydrogen fluoride in water. It is a valued source of fluorine and is a precursor to numerous pharmaceuticals such as fluoxetine (Prozac) and diverse materials such as PTFE (Teflon).

Hydrofluoric acid is a highly corrosive acid, capable of dissolving many materials, especially oxides. Its ability to dissolve glass has been known since the 17th century, even before hydrofluoric acid had been prepared in large quantities by Carl Wilhelm Scheele in 1771.[2] Because of its high reactivity toward glass and moderate reactivity toward many metals, hydrofluoric acid is usually stored in plastic containers (although PTFE is slightly permeable to it).[3]

Hydrogen fluoride gas is an acute poison that may immediately and permanently damage lungs and the corneas of the eyes. Aqueous hydrofluoric acid is a contact-poison with the potential for deep, initially painless burns and ensuing tissue death. By interfering with body calcium metabolism, the concentrated acid may also cause systemic toxicity and eventual cardiac arrest and fatality, after contact with as little as 160 cm2 (25 square inches) of skin.



“The story of man is the story of a search for treasures. Most search for material wealth, but we as shamans are searching for something much greater and far more vast. For us the greates treasure is the gift of truth, and beauty, and the timeless places of power that return us to our innermost dream and make life worth living. – Lynn Andrews




Once upon a time and happily ever after

This once upon a time is never ending
Forever lasting its been sitting right in front of me
Our story is a decade long broken road
In the beginning we were thoughtless
But we burned our pathway into our hearts
Happily ever after is still far off
Still shadowed by the invisible villains of life
We have survived the worse things and
Time and space have yet to pull us apart
The string that attaches us is knotted but not frayed
Time and space have played their cruel jokes
Now its time to see the story in between
We began long ago but got lost in dreams
Once upon a time need not start over
But begin again at happily ever after

picture is from *Laufoo on deviantart

  the poem is mine.

Wednesday, August 01, 2012

black and blue

you’ve held my heart in your grasp for so long
for so much of that time we spent it in denial
now the words are in the open and we are lost
I’m open to your games, cept for when they are empty

black and blue thats how you always leave me
not in a physical sense but my heart is hurting
pulsing and bleeding as old scars are reopened
why can’t you see the unshed tears I have

letting me go was hard the first time I know
because it took us years to say what we thought was goodbye
and now there is this tiny flame that is overwhelming
terrifying and exhilarating as we figure it all out

black and blue is how my whole being feels
knowing your head rules your whole being
leaves my heart trampled and ready to explode
waiting for the right moment like a bomb ticking away

when the timer goes off our fates will be decided
leaving a limbo of unanswered questions and thoughts
scaring our hearts no matter the outcome
leaving us both black and blue and confused

Sunday, July 29, 2012

in the light

when the sun is shining my heart beats
my mouth smiles and my eyes see roses

come dusk as the sun slips to the sea
my heart slows my eyes are blinded

as the rays sparkle and glitter my being is whole
once they are dimmed i shatter amongst the moonlight

I play the part of happy so well they never know
beyond my smile the layers are only darkness

Not able to break free of the patterns
barreling through life singlemindedly

when the sun is shining you think my heart is beating
but is shattered with the night and cannot beat

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B’A YAl  in Maya culture is known as first-born Blue-Green wind

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B’A YAL (b’a yal) (T501.19:670) > adj. + n. “first born”; elite title.

(CH) > b’a-AL (b’a[ah][y]al) b’aah-y-al ~ n.-3SE-n. “head-child of” relationship expression referring to primogenital offspring.’&search=first%20born

in modERn AmeriKan English it may be known as {B(U)Y ALL}


Glyph T168:518b - AJAW

Glyph T168, or T584.687a - AJAW

Glyph T747a - AJAW

Glyph Tnn - AJAW

Glyph T99.506.57 36.1016 - o-OL-si K'U

o-OL-si K’U (olis k’u) (T99.506.57 36.1016) > n. phr. “the whole set of gods” (?), “all the gods.”


Ajax in Ellin mythOlaGY of 3Jan war:

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In the Iliad, Ajax is notable for his abundant strength and courage, seen particularly in two fights with Hector. In Book 7, Ajax is chosen by lot to meet Hector in a duel which lasts most of a whole day. Ajax at first gets the better of the encounter, wounding Hector with his spear and knocking him down with a large stone, but Hector fights on until the heralds, acting at the direction of Zeus, call a draw: the action ends without a winner and with the two combatants exchanging gifts, Ajax giving Hector a purple sash and Hector giving Ajax a sharp sword.

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Daeth is the MeaSURErER of LIFE… :D)))



The Mayas had two primary deities, male and female, with many aspects. It is through the different names of their various aspects that they are called on in the Songs.

Itzamna (Iguana House) was the male creator of the universe, the sky deity, the sun. He went by different names according to his many aspects. Among these aspects mentioned in the Songs are Hunabku (One Being God), Kinich Ahau (Father Sun), Cit Bolon Tun (Deity of Medicine) and Kukulcan (Feathered Serpent).

Ix Chel (Rainbow Woman) was the female force, the Creation Goddess, wife of Itzamna. Also known by Ix Chebel Yax and many other names, she was the moon, earth, and bodies of water, and patroness of weaving, painting, procreation, and medicine.

Flower Ceremony

Song: Flower Song.

The Flower Ceremony was a rite to keep or bring back a lover. A group of women, under the direction of a female elder, met at night at a rock spring in the woods by the light of the moon. While the group of naked singers danced around her, the patient, also naked, threw plumeria ( leelavadee, Hawaiian) flowers into the water, transforming it into a love potion.

plumeria Image



AKS & U shall REseaVE a ROSE

ax is 10




“What’s in a name? That which we call a rose
By any other name would smell as sweet.”

ShakeSpear, Romeo and Juliet (II, ii, 1-2)


In Rome a wild rose would be placed on the door of a room where secret or confidential matters were discussed. The phrase sub rosa, or “under the rose”, means to keep a secret — derived from this ancient Roman practice.

whats in a HEART of ROSE that shed its petals all but ONE…


PraktiKal SansKrit In.tro.Duk2Ri(a)

Baahia prayatna = outer effort : the methODD(in) external to the mouths, i.e. throat, of ARTiKULAtinG sounds (13, 73)

BinDu = . = DO T = the ANU SWARA MArK above VOWel (63)

Bhaa saa = speech : verBAl voice : sea A@mane~ : PaRa s Ma i~ : U BHA YA TO.bhaa saa


the perception of truth is not for all minds

these are the qualities which force its exclusion:

de.sire (ka.strata@ion)

greed (GA


Pride (pa3archial ride that is)

JO Y in sins@ion

LowE of the PAst…

fear 4 the FU 2 RE

ang(l)ER @ the pre.sent

the in.ABiliTY 2 sea clearlY

these are the qualities which bring IT nearER :


JO Y in chanGE


Kreat IV E ~~~(&*&)~~~AKT ion

in DIVI du ALL gROwth

acceptANTse  of  NEW  iDEAS

the ABiliTY to under.stand PAtens i ALL 🙂

these are the qualities when truth is HEAR :

aks ept ANTs of ALL forM as HAvIN G    EquALL reALIty

clear VIsION over LONG dist.tanzes

LOVE of ALL   THinGs & non THinGs

JOI in what IS

with my sword i strike down those who pres UM (e) to travEL 2 places 4bidden 2 them

i deCIDE the worTHinness of an aDEPT

the talent of a MAsTERR(a)

the distANTs both MAY t(a)raWELL

my book reCORDS the KARMA(n) of each whose deEDs DEter(ra)mine the world which they SHAll in.HABIT

i guard the DOor 2 TR(o)U(gh)TH   UNendIN G

nei TH ER  MERcY NOr POwER  shall move ME(o) frOM mY DEseeZions

i WE(a)ER the robe(r)s of JUDge & JUri

aKROSS the ABiss(a) i HOld my golden LAddER 2 aid the worthy

while the unworthy who TRI 2 Xross

find only shiftINg SAnaDaS withIN their G(a)RAsP(a)

im blue & gold & AL so whiTE

i bend neither to the right nor to the left

if you wish to ascend 2 truth then you MUst(ard seed) these :

lOOk dEEp withIN your HEARt

fEEl the MANy chaINs which bind you HOld you like an anchor to the planes of ILLusION

not one link WILL i ALLoW 2 pass the SACRed GATE s

imPART i all under.stand in G great in WIsDOM of MANI wordlds

only these DO   i   allOW  2 pass that they may have WIsDOM to traDE 4 T RUTH

no dramas no mantras no strivINg will i let by me

those who are ready shall pass

the rest shall strive dis.sati.s FIED & fight among them.selves let.tin.G  their true NAturE com. 2 the s(o)ur.FACE & w(u)ondER

why WAS i noT choosen?

you who wish TO ascend follow the path to the cave of loneliness in the mountAinS of The Self

and when you have FOund the HID(E)den

re.turn to me & i SHAll b(e)less you

& PO in T you ON yOUR WAY

~(MAN ju SRI)~

HUMAN BEinG is almost the same as HUMAN BeInG and HUMAN BEin…G

Body is a Sacred Temple of One Life…

HEART is The Holiest of all Altars

when one sees two uninstinguishable flames of life forever dancing upon the lake of golden oil held within triple petal – Holiest of Holiest pink quarz sparkling on its surface reflecting perfect union of twin~(.)~flames…

whosoever can undergo total destruction and keep this Holiest of Holiest alive even in memory will ever be HOME…

HOME is where HEART is…

HUman Body is a Sacred Temple of One Life

Holiest of Holiest

One Love

One Life

Perfect Union of Atoma Powers Spirit and undestructable TAO…

TAO is



Ya DoMa Mi DoMa Ne RAZorVi svyatuyu niti Zhizni…

To come to the egde and stand still…

in between

To be HuMan is to be Sacred Temple of One Life…


Sacred Heart

Sacred Heart rimes with Sacral and SacraMental… MaLitva… Glavni PadaGrevatel’ Gaya3ManTRa…

Samaya Samaya Samaya Mantra: Bodhi Swa~(*)~Ha




enhanced dna rose template (from BelVaspata – a gift from Mother Goddess to Humanity via Master Almine)



The Celestial Cross

In a galaxy far far away
I’ve seen heaven in the sky,
A long long way out
Then a long large way up high.

At the far end of the universe
Did God place heaven there for me?
Beyond the reach of human eyes
One day for us to see?

Set in this celestial galaxy
There lies a perfect cross,
Beyond the gamble of chaotic chance
That evolution has won and lost.

So look to the sky and count the stars
I wonder if you can?
Find your heaven, then join the dots.
It’s all part of the Master’s plan

by poetry in motion @




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KaMa & TanTra

…what kames into shall com.e to an end (.)

‘…TanTra is endless…’

Lakshmana Temple

Khandaria MahaDeva Temple

Shree Yantra

The Devi’s yoga (to unite) requires absolutely discarding all external
rules, rituals and rulers. Only then can meditation and
merging with the Divine Mother within truly begin

Once Black from forgretfulness Beloved Kali purifies all entanglements to ascend Sacred Yoni to The Temple it was stolen from…

Inna, name meaning

having worked with AUM, i started looking for meaning of names UMA and MUA…

and ended up with meaning of name Inna (pronounced Eena) that sounds the same as Hawaiian Aina (Eena) – sacred name for Land… Earth…



  1. Abstaining from extramarital, or from all, sexual intercourse.
  2. Not having any sexual nature or intention.
Synonyms: pure – virtuous – clean – virginal
The words “chaste” and “chastity” stem from the Latin adjective castus meaning “pure”. The words entered the English language around the middle of the 13th century; at that time they meant slightly different things. “Chaste” meant “virtuous or pure from unlawful sexual intercourse” (referring to extramarital sex),[2][3] while “chastity” meant “virginity”.[3][4] It was not until the late 16th century that the two words came to have the same basic meaning as a related adjective and noun.
parents must be very vigilant of the names given to their children… i wish my mom simply named me Juliet – as she first felt naming me… yet she knew a woman who lived very long life and decided that she would rather have her daughter be named after someone who lives many years instead of after famous girl from all-known Shakespearian love affair… it is remarkable what our names do to us in the course of our lives… 😉
Eena is sacred name of Earth… Land… Eena also means “Chaste”… “virtuous or pure from unlawful sexual intercourse” (referring to extramarital sex)… i wish our Planet Earth and every inch of Eena in our care would be CHASTE… from all and any…
Juliet – The bearded Youth is also associated with Ancient of Days known to people on this Planet as Sunat Kumara, who once upon the time came to lend this Planet his Light… some say Sunat Kumara did so because Earth was plagued by evil and almost lost all Her Light… and was not singing Her Song… Let us do everything that we can that we will be more loving to our Hostess Planetary Consciousness – Planet Earth is singing so beautifully… Glorious as She truly is…

Kutting The Kat into One


the great indian sage siddharameshwar maharaj a contemporary of sri ramana realized the self using a long slow tedious meditation method called pipilika marg – the way of the ant – after realization however he taught – the bird’s way – vihangam marg… rapid way of understanding… albeit still indian (yet!) DIRECT way of self re ali z @ ion ~sri ranjit maharaj~

? if illusion are you yourself an illusion?

maharaj: oh yes! im the greatest illusion! all that i say with full heart and so frankly is all false! but the false “i” can make you reach that point. the address of the person is not the goal. when you reach the house thanks to the address you’ve been given the address is only true until the moment you enter the house. as soon as you come in the address vanishes. words are nothing else but indications they have no reality themselves. if i remains im also illusion. dont remain as i. that’s the highest understanding of phylosophy. saint turakam said: i have seen my own death and what i have seen there the joy that was revealed that i know. first of all “you”-the-illusion must die…

…words are false – only the meaning they contain is real… the master and the seeker are illusion because they are one… to remove ignorance knowledge is necessary but finally both thorns are thrown away… so ignorance and knowledge are dissolved in the ocean of Reality – ocean of Bliss – ocean of SatChitAnanda – limitless ocean of Aeros of such magnitude… limitless ocean size of an egg… or as some call it – pure drop – bindu – perfection – absolute union of two females – SheBa=SheVa…




set up

Porch flowers

inner earth is a trick…

beware of iron star that lays inside

and Shasta caverns are the way to make one’s water stone

green lion is the one who will be liberated from the marcian soil

on mars we must keep vigil to keep hydrogene of God inflow to easy iron grip of marcian soil…

folks eating meat made earth a stone

a visit to four corners monument can yield a clue to dead osiris

and sedona vortex known as red kachina yields a cry – help help

Happy Mother Earth’s Day!

To-Day is a great Day celebrating Beloved Earth-Gaia – our Mother – our Hostess – our patient and unconditionally loving Lady…

I was so waiting for to-day to go to earth’s day celebration in amazing jungle city Pahoa, yet my Aena-loving & environment pro-active room-mates decided to go to the Art show instead – art made of recycled “garbage”… i found it rather ironic to “counter” my pumped up hopes for song and dance and prayers of gratitude offered to Our Beloved Aena-Goddess… oh well… life is rather sour-prising lately…

hoping with the power of last hope to entwine with my Twin Flame so that we may entwine with our Twin Soul and God at last… so lonely… its pouring rain…

Love to all – may we be in The Light of our Ecstatic abode – suffering and dissatisfaction are poisons most of us are drowned in on purpose of beautiful Mother Earth still be bound in low vibes… i do my best to enduce happy vibes – perhaps i will succeed in feeling Love and Ecstasy of Life in my HEART once again…


Golden Apple spins and turns upon Silver Plate

as Mama Earth is bathed in sounds of bells…

Divine Food and Wine to all (dominant septaccord):

Meaning of Life… anywhere…

Don Juan: There are only four questions of value in life, Don Octavio. What is sacred? Of what is the spirit made? What is worth living for, and what is worth dying for? The answer to each is the same: only love.

(Jeremy Leven, writer/director of “Don Juan DeMarco” (1994))

without love our heart is as good as dead – and when it is as good as dead – anyone can do anything with us – enslave us, kill us, torture us, use us, imprison us – without love – there is no Light – and the dark ones and those who are serving self are coming to pray on our Souls and on our Light – yet it is them as well who first kill our Love – then tear our Souls apart… godless is Planet called Earth – Beauty killed by the beasts playing “my way or a highway” game… what a shame… i wish i was never born here… i wish i was never to experience torment Planet Earth’s SpiritSoul allows Her consciousness to be poisoned with – who could ever be as unconditional as She who tolerates dark tyranny and light beings alike?

i wish i was never born here to share in Her experience of “unconditional” love for what can be more conditioned than tolerance of dark tyranny and cruel experiments of “divine” ARCHITECTS conducted within Her host consciousness…  i wonder if Earth’s Spirit Soul earns to finally bathe in Love instead of wrath…

they say there is such thing as twin soul love – they say this is a miracle moment of cosmic voyage when all twin souls meet and re-member parted love… do you believe it real or a hoax to make us hang around here heart-break after heart-break?

Xrist At~(o)~Ma @ Tunguska Meteorite

It happened, however, on the 1st of the moon in the month of Tôbe, which is the day on which the moon becomes full, now on that day when the sun had risen on its path , there came forth after it a great power of light, giving a very great light, and there was no measure to its accompanying light , for it came forth from the

Light of Lights, exceedingly, with (a) light to which there was no measure.

And the disciples gazed after him, and not one of them spoke until he had reached heaven, but they all kept a great silence. Now these things happened on the 15th of the moon, on the day on which it is full in the month of Tôbe.

(Pistis Sophia, chapter 2)


Mystery of Tunguska “Meteorit” revealed no signs of metal nor any other matter – only trees fell sideways as if in a counterclockwise spiral…

(Kechak – ancient Fire Rite)


Atman (SansKrit) = At(o)m (borrowed from SansKrit) = Atoman (meaning chieftain in the tongue of ancient Ants tribe (modern Ukraine) who established Atlantis)

On the nature of Labirynth and Freedom = how ego differs from galactic consciousness: Egypt & Pyramids are yet Dome Home is 1000000-folds…

One Life = We are ONE

“I am the sky and the dawn and the sun, I am one with the one and I am the dawn.”  The day after I found my path, this popped out at me like a beacon of light, despite having heard the song many, many times before.  It affirmed my choosing this path.  “Open your heart, I am calling you.  Right from the very start, your wounded heart was calling too.  Open your heart, you will find the answer when you answer to the call.”  A few months later, “The Call” by Celtic Woman came up as well…


In Indian SpiritUsS(h)anti there are 3 (1.1.1) unforgivable crimes: to kill a Cow, to kill a Woman and to kill Brahmin – even Lord Indra had to repay by for his crime of killing BrahmIn for 1000 years…

The smallest image is like the smallest thing in the UniVerse that shall overcome the largest… 😉

Happy EAsTER!!!

Please be aware that Golden Eagle who ate His eggs was turned into a snake to pay off for killing ovo-spring before they could go on living full cycle in the music of The Spheres – Shiva the Destroyer is sharing in paying off for crimes of King Snake that adorns Shiva’s neck… 😉


‘…p’…r’…e’…’ ‘…m…’a…’

Ayur Devi


Imagine BEAUTY of Twin Souls dancing:

Virgo and Her Twins & Огнегривый Лев и Синий Вол исполненный Очей – с ними Золотой Орел Небесный, чей так светел взор незабываемый

как супер странно – столько лет прошло – и все ж Б.Г. все также вторит Сердца Песне Моего… иногда забавно что те кто ненавидят=презирают все что близко Сердцу Души вдруг заявляют себя родственниками Души и близкими в Духе… 🙂