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То тополи пустили по волнам

поземку белую что снежно Землю дарит

пушистостью легчайшего пера пребудь во вдохновеньи ум!

Всесильный Боже!

Исцели плотской дворец и голос возверни из под неволи!

Всё Могущий!

Ис”цели страх дышать глубоко по потоку ветра вольного дыхания тваво!

Забывчивость целить:

то единенье! всемогущесть! муза музыка живописанья

Маха Мудра: без хватанья

легким пухом перышком пером на воле ветра вольного с Любовью


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Resistance as a degree of hatred

Dissolving five poisons (hatred/anger/”striking against”, lust/greed/insatiability, ignorance/delusion, envy, pride) is of utmost importance

tolerance is resistance and resistance is a degree of hatred…

to be free of clinging of resistance/hatred/anger towards a sentient being, suffering or the cause of suffering that fuels it, to surrender into total sincerity of our Essence that welcomes Itself genuinely regardless of envelope… dissolving fear of individuated delusion within Truth of OMNIPRESENCE and OMNI LOVE… ALLONE taught me a lesson: it became a custom to mentally welcome all beings of the creation into our house upon entry every day – one day i felt fear because there are beings that could harm us – ALLONENESS manifested at that moment of fear and reminded that it is ALLONENESS that welcomes all Its manifestations and not an individuated point of attention of “me”… also shown by example was that dissolving our resistance to evil=suffering and its cause (genuinely accepting harmful being as part of ourself) heals the veil of harm that temporarily obscured ALLONE…
dissolving resistance in all-embracing ONENESS every moment it arises is fundamental to our well-being as resistance/hatred/anger lead to negative actions that harm ourselves and all Life (as is shown in an example of the original sin: Anyu Race destroying Aramatena Stargate 12 that connects our Time Matrix to The Source because of the resistance/anger they have experienced to the decision of The Founders not to destroy Fallen Seraphim Omicron Race(forefathers of Orion-Draconian Fallen Angelic Legions) that caused suffering by digression, but to let them heal… also resulting from the resistance/hatred/anger were Lyran-Elohim Wars that nearly destroyed our Time Matrix)
“take courage again and again” ~Babaji

Hrih Shri PadmaSambhava gives this advice on overcoming attachment/resistance to the conditionings that envelope the vrittis(whirlings/modifications of mind-field) known as gods and demons: “a god is someone who had abandoned all ill-will; a demon is someone who retains ill will. When applying this experientially in your stream-of-being, the perception of gods and demons is itself your thinking mind. Look directly into this very thinking and see that it does not have any concrete identity, but is empty. In that moment the thought of gods and demons is interrupted; hence, this is the vital point of naturally dissolving gods and demons.”

Resistance is most common behavior as we are addicted to “feel good” by whatever it takes even if it harms us without us willing to see it (using food and drink as means to heal and feel good is an addiction of corrupted consciousness)

a lesson this morning: feel like cannot get up – blood pressure 82:52 – depression of inner child… after long hesitation decided to have a cup of coffee to feel more energy regardless The Essence already expressed that coffee is a poison to us… lesson: it is resistance to being in a state of psychological hence physical exhaustion that made me make a cup of coffee; still working on liberating from attachment to feel good and energized all the time and from resistance as a degree of hatred; it is the beingness that can naturally alleviate any dis.eased state of itself – not the food and drink – i already know it – a lack of patience to wait until extremely unpleasant state of being exhausted is healed naturally as Psyche “changes her mind” 🙂

Vritti and Pranayama

Vritti(SansKrit)= whirlpool = vortex

Vritti acquire habitual tendencies when clinging to its seeming individuation ignoring unity for duality causing finity of power by short-circuiting itself from the whole

Most delusive habitual tendency is fear of dissolution/cessation that causes exactly the experience feared – cessation (aka death), – by acquiring number of secondary (harmful) habitual tendencies that lead to it by exhausting the consciousness by unwholesome acts.

Food-chain is an outcome of fear of finity of individuality with all its harmful acts.

Secondary (harmful) habitual tendencies that lead to exhaustion of consciousness are: ignorance (willful ignoring of truth, fundamental ignorance of the nature of reality, delusion, doubt; view and belief); raga (passion.ate, de.sire, clinging to, lust, greed); hatred (“striking against”, anger, repulsion, resistance(that creates ever escalating conflict of “good vs evil” within ONESELF=psychosis of duality until we replace resistance to with sincere acceptance of “in the spirit of ONEness”)); pride; envy; stupidity (an act of repetitive harmful behavior regardless of known truth that behavior/habit is harmful thus destructive)

Each manifestation is a vritti in a collective field of ONE

we are vritti that create and thus are composed of vritti (merkabas, chakras, thoughts, dimensional fields of dreams)

“Yogash chitta vritti nirodha” (Yoga definition from Yoga Sutras of Patanjali)

Yoga is “nirodha” of the vrittis of chitta

Nirodha = mastery, integration, coordination, understanding, stilling, quieting, setting aside of, regulation, channeling

Chitta = derived from the root chit, “to be conscious” (also see: )

we are a manylayered collective field of vritti that require each vritti to surrender self-will that causes delusion of separation and duality to nirodha of our Nature – we are to remember true state of manifestation: momentarily to manifest – to act – to dissolve in ONE we rose from to act; and so should we remember to do with each breath, each action – then our breath gradually lengthens to be full breath of Oneness=from Source to manifestation to Source each moment (act) of LIFE – thus we expand to be original beingness instead of limited by ignorance and other habitual tendencies “mortal” vritti

thus, the importance of the Pranayama: to gradually reunite outer breath with primordial breath and then to breathe primordially

Just imagine! Each breath is taking us from The Source of all Life to this point, where we are within seemingly individual vehicle, and back again… Inhale… Exhale… Inhale… Exhale… BREATHE!!!

Let us all be.come free from the fear of dissolution and its finiting us foodchain (samsara)!

With LOVE in The Ocean of Oneness

healing anger-hatred-aversion-resistance

Anger(Hatred/Aversion of all hues) (accompanied by do-manas-sasahagata~”bad mind”/displeasure and all degrees of “striking against” – mental attitude of resistance, rejection or destruction – from rage to subtle irritation) is a mind which is hostile towards a sentient being, suffering or the cause of suffering. It prevents one from remaining in peace and is the support for negative actions.

what is HEALING in this inclusion is to see that this particular clinging attaches us not only to the sentient being we “disprove” by degrees, but also to suffering AND the cause of suffering – the moment we are free of this clinging, the cause of suffering and consequently the suffering itself lets us FREE
example: i am very sensitive to cold (psychologically – related to past life experience) – i began taking cold showers in the morning some months ago – but it is only yesterday, after discovery of the above all-inclusive definition that my Psyche relaxed its aversion and accepted coldness of the water completely – body consciousness was finally freed to respond naturally to cold water by immediately warming up to a degree that not only the body stayed warm, the water touching my body was leaving being warm as well! – insight into the secret of how Tibetan monks are capable of drying wet sheets with their bodies in freezing temperatures

definition of anger is from Rigpa Wiki; in parentheses – from Comprehensive Manual of Abhidhamma

How Bill became breatharian and then gave it up…

About me: I took a course from the Berkeley Psychic Institute in August of 1986 in meditation. They taught a method which involved a few simple but profound steps. I’m going to write these here because, so many aware people on the forum could do this with ease. I think meditation was an important part of my process:

1) Sit in a straight backed chair with your hands resting on your thighs, palms facing up
2) Create a grounding chord linking you to the center of the earth
3) Now bring the earth energy up through the balls of your feet, up your legs, and when it arrives at the 1st chakra allow it to fall down your grounding chord like water. So now you have an upside down “U” of energy going up through your legs and down your grounding chord.
4) From your crown reach up into the ‘universe’ with your awareness and find a frequency of ‘cosmic’ energy you like and invite it down through your crown, into your spine, and on downwards, finally exiting your grounding chord. This should run down the ‘back channel’ of your microcosmic orbit.
5) When this cosmic flow is strong, begin to mix it with the earth energy in an 80/20 ratio and bring this up the front channel of your microcosmic orbit. Each time it reaches a chakra as it travels upwards, hold your attention on that chakra until it begins to spin and balance.

This energy will travel upwards in the front channel of the body, and when it reaches the crown it will exit and fountain out the top of the head, creating a shower of energy which cleans your outer auric field. You will also find the energy running from the heart chakra down through the arms and exiting your upturned palms in small fountains. Here is a link to a diagram of this meditation:…l=1#post356189

This type of meditation was referred to as ‘running your energy’. It reverses the normal course of the microcosmic orbit. At at the end of a 30 minute meditation you will feel really clean and balanced inside as these channels open up flow without blockage.

Back to my story: After doing this for 90 days, I began to really enjoy it, and my meditations became longer and longer. One evening I sat for 6 hours doing this, and when I opened my eyes … there was only light. I thought I had gone blind, however within 15-30 minutes I began to see vague shapes of the 3d world which would flicker in the light before vanishing again. (According to some things I have read, it is likely my 3rd eye had opened fully.) There was a lot of trauma and drama with this, because I saw all of creation, and all of the emptiness of it at the same time. Fitting back into 3d reality, when everything I saw kept vanishing within a few seconds, was very difficult for me. This state of affairs began to slowly return to the old ‘normal’ way of seeing very gradually… it took 9 years before I began to perceive things here as solid.

After this life was very different. It took another year before I became a breatharian. During that year I no longer slept, however my body needed to lie down and rest for 1.5 hours daily. What was I to do during the long nights when the world around me was sleeping? I settled on hiking in the dark. So, every night for 9 years I headed into the Quicksilver Park, a nature preserve with 4,152 acres of wild, oak studded woodlands. In my heightened state, since the samadhi, many things were learned and seen. But, in my opinion the three most important which led my body to become a breatharian are

1) I hiked in the dark with and without shoes and off of the trails, which meant I was challenging my fears every night and learning to be courageous in every situation. Also, no weather stopped me, which encouraged my body to become impervious to temperature changes.

2) I was also getting a lot of exercise and being exposed to the energies of the natural world.

3) One more thing… I was internally led to frequently lie in the soft green meadows and do a meditation upon the death of my body. This was an ecstatic experience filled with great joy, where I would experience the freedom of the 3D body falling away, then disintegrating into atoms and molecules again which would then be used by other life forms in the 3D world to build their bodies.

The next spring, over a few days, I went through a transition where I no longer was aware of my heart as a 3D beating thing. Instead my heart became a spinning vortex located somewhere between where my old heart had been and where the third chakra had been. I could no longer hear my heart beat. I began to notice that breathing was an ecstatic experience. Each breath felt thick and warm. Although air came in and out of my nose, the important part of the breath came in through a chakra at the base of my skull. From there it contacted the tissue at the back of the throat (this was directly opposite to the back of the mouth cavity). This thick liquid breath (prana) flowed down through the body along the chi channels and fascia. Each breath felt like liquid love, and each breath was orgasmic.

The problem with this at the time was, that I found myself having a very difficult time connecting with other people. Their conversation seemed totally insane to me, and I also could not join them in the really big social events… which were always around food. I could not eat with my family, I could not have coffee with my co-workers (yes, I worked every day through this time), I could not go to lunch with friends, I could not go to dinner parties. Is this really true? No it is not, but I could not attend these things without looking like an outsider and seeming strange. After making up stories about having just eaten, having no appetite, and of being on a diet for a few months… I knew others were holding back from interacting with me. So I decided to eat again. Now this was not easy, because my body truly did not want to eat…. It fought me all the way.

When I finally got the first bite to go down and stay down without my body throwing it up and out again, I knew I was on the road to being able to interact socially with others. That first bite took over 90 minutes to get down and keep down. For about a year I was aware that all the life force in food was extracted in my mouth, from there it went through the same channels that breathing did. (entering the fascia and chi channels at the back of the throat) After chewing the food to extract this prana, what I swallowed was totally devoid of all nutrition and essentially dead decaying tissue that my body needed to deal with.

So there it is Bill, my story about how I became a breatharian and then gave it up. Here are the steps again, stated simply:
1) Run your energy daily
2) Get plenty of exercise
3) Remain in courage and find things you are scared of to overcome
4) Spent a lot of time in nature
5) Do ‘death’ meditations until they become ecstatic
6) Pay attention to the chakra at the back of your throat when you breath with the intention of opening it and breathing in prana

NOTE: The only place I have found this type of breathing discussed is in Diary of a Yogi, by Yogananda. He mentioned that he had ordered this method taught in his school to all the children there. He did this so that if there was ever a famine, they could survive easily without food.

There are a number of teachers who are working with students to help them make this transition. If you google breatharian you will find a number of links to these methods.

One last note: I have told this story a number of times, it has always met with silence. No one has ever asked me a question about any of it. Something in consciousness must be changing…. you actually asked me for information.

source link:

Integral Living

beautiful leads:

Integral Environment (Ananda)
(sat-chit-ananda = existence-consciousness-bliss)

Integral Identity (Intuitive) + awakening and developing skill in trans-dimensional Integral Sensory Perception™ (“ISP”) and exploring theoretical trans-dimensional neuroplasticity potentials.(A’yhea)

Integral Mentor (Integral Living and Action) trans-dimensional life-balance strategies (Yana)

Integral Templar (trans-dimensional co-creative planetary healing and stewardship) (A’sha)

Integral Seed-Conscious Evolution & the Silver Seed Awakening (Ariea)



(from description of Integral Realities AIMES Course™ Series) found here:


О Дитя Дитятко!

Ты Силою Неведомой полнись

То Серафим крылами распахнул нас

вопреки желанию дитяти, что драконьим пламем хлынуло в ответ

Любовь и Единенье

Правда Жизни


Вопрос нависший многи дни и лета

Почему? Откуда враж-жестокость в Бога Единеньи?

Забывчивость ли Правды?

Это точно

Что еще?

Страдания от забытья

однажды поглотившем персонажа одного

Перевернуть Природу Бога в воплощеньи пыткой можно если воевать с самим собой забыв Природу ОДНОво

Вражда-Война темнит двоичность еще боле… боли…

все е же в сознаньи ОДНОво

как все равно в самом себе себе на зло

представь войну внутри себя ты человек

что представлять! коль есть уже внедренье тех забывших, что войну намеренно в нас сотворили! и она идет невидимо для многих

ах! хочу добро вещать и красоту

Любовь и Радость


я е СВЯТО во плоти – и плоть е СВЯТО тоже ибо все едино!

не впечатленья – вдохновенье лейся ПЕСНЕЙ МУЗОЙ изнутри снаружи

все ЕДИНО…


Тьма боли от мучений пусть возноситься ПРИРОДОЙ МОЧЬ.Ю коюю не изменить ничем – ПРИРОДА, кояя предстала УМОМ ЖИЗНЬЮ ПЕСНЕЙ ПЛЯСКОЙ ВСЕМ ЧТО ЕСТЬ

Ведь только понимать всю силу ЧУДА – ведь сознанье коее стоит всем миром – может становиться пламенем и водой – может быть водородом в воде тихо – может силищу из водорода проявить – мы состоим из СИЛЫ ЧУДА








то мысли темные давленье создают и тяжесть во проти.вленье!

то узри и не поддайся тяжести заблудшего и больно!во ума

то душит забытье тяжелой ла.пой по привычке

ту привычку РАСТВОРИ