Black Isis

Black Pharaohs – article appeared in National Geographic when future President Barack Obama was running his campaign in 2008…

Genotype of Black Pharaohs from Nubia is the same as people of Dogon Tribe – people who fled Egypt for reason little known…

little is known where the origin of beads comes from…

Earth as well as many other Planets of our Solar system as well as Milky Way Itself are resembling beads – having black hole in the Center where Spiritual Heart should be (our neighbor Galaxy Andromeda has healthy Spiritual Heart… black hole of a bead is a sign of reversed Monadic pearl… reminding of a myth where Hero recollects a Pearl from under Dragon’s tooth…)

Black Pharaoh Piye’s decision to save Egypt came about when he saw total ruin to which endless warfare for domination of the world brought Egypt and its people…

Little is known about Black Isis… little is known about conflict between Black and White Isis…

Black Isis is related to Black Pharaohs – to Dogon tribe survivors – to Sirius B… (see above links)

White Isis is related to Orion – to White Pharaohs – to Xristos Tribe – to Human Ancestors known to most as Ants, Scythes, Sarmats, Shakyas, Vikings, Highlanders, etc…

Difference between Black, White, Red, and Yellow tribes is BLOOD TYPE – some BLACK people’s blood type is very unique and complex (has 6-12 letter sequences) as and is very different from 0, A, B, or AB blood types of rest of Humanity…

mixing bloods is lethal and has everything to do with Human experiment, checker-board mutation (black-white mutation = Egyptian genetic dis.ease)

Original Black Tribe’s sexuality is very different from anyone else – forms of male and female sexual organs of Original Black Humans (of Black Isis and Her King) is totally different from anatomy of humans populating Earth now… shapes of Black Isis Yoni and Black Pharaoh’s Phallus were shown to me in one of the Spiritual visions… Black Isis-Pharaoh’s sexuality is extremely powerful… however their bodies and blood-type are incompatible with our bodies… there exists a practice of “arranged marriage” in invisible “spiritual” realms that matches by sexuality… this is related to possession of physical bodies by Black Isis who seeks to have sexual companion different than Her original King and yet She needs HIS BODY to be linked to bodies of men She possesses…

it seems to me that the origin of checker-board mutation is linked to temptation to experience Black Isis Sexuality, which required White Pharaoh to become different – when one of White Pharaoh’s was tempted to wed Black Isis instead of White…

from past life memories it is known to me that original Black Pharaohs body has traveled from man to man until recently, when Black Isis BEGAN to SEEK 2 re.MEMBER Her King… the only obstacle is blood-type – when ORIGINAL blood-type is poisoned with unique Black Isis Tribe blood-type, the outcome is either lethal or inevitable madness and separation from Body of Xristos and one’s Soul…

sexual “pleasure” conflict of Immortals between Black and White Pharaohs has led to such outcomes as slavery, genocide, and artificial insemination (known to most as Human Experiment)… original “down-fall” of Divine Humanity is linked to “book-reading” of heart’s Consciousness (when scribe Anni (An nu) is appointed to “write” the book of Pharaoh’s life – hence the name “Egyptian book of the dead”)  – book-reading is the same as Biblical story of Eve and Adam being tempted by Shamael to taste from Tree of Knowledge… seeing their nakedness as a result… being ashamed of being MADE naked… scribbling, “knowing one Self” by becoming naked and Gudam-Venus myth of cannibal-vampire stopped only by “fisherman” are all speaking of the same thing: downfall from the state of Paradise, where each COUPLE is perfectly matched by GOD – where there is no need to KNOW (how to correct the mistake… f.e. of Lilith (Lalita) fleeing from Adam, who wanted to rule over Her instead of being equal… or of White Pharaoh kidnapping body of Black Pharaoh because there was a temptation of unequal sexual relationship between Black Isis and Orion (Osiris) …)

sexual temptation of switching body of White sexuality to body of Black sexuality is the Original Sin of mixing bloods that must never be mixed… this seems to be the main cause of Luciferian rebellion (appointing scribe Annu to deconstruct blood-line of Xristos as Xristos Consciousness has essences and fluids which are used in art of heightening sexual pleasures of immortals… this desire to forbidden sexual pleasures links Divine Humans to Lemurian dis.ease (Kama.Sutra – having sexual intercourse with animals) and out.comes as checker-board mutation of Black-White Egyptian dis.ease… as genocide of Xristos, Jo Dae, and Bird People Tribes… leading to Human experiment in order to correct the mistake…

Sexual pleasures are very different from Aeros of The Gods…

Sirius B is known as a Dog Star of Orion… Dog can either be a friend and a guardian or perpetually barking pet… Black Dog AnnuBis is known as a guardian Dog and illegal Son of Osiris (Orion)…

Unless Black Isis is reunited with Her Black Pharaoh re.membering His Soul-Light into his BODY, this passing around of genocide and checker-board mutation as a result of a desire to have “good sex in subtle realms” will continue and so will continue recollection of Human Souls by Melchizideck and his priests… trying to preserve Souls of Xristos/Jo Dae/Bird People lineages… rewriting Human Heart’s consciousness is a process opposite to recollection of Souls by Melchizideck and is a “clean-up” tool of those who have genocided Humans in order to collect Divine essences for “good immortal sex”…

Next recollection of Souls of the dead was scheduled for 2017 by activating Pyramids of Giza (complex of 3 – Father, Mother and Son), however this recollection is nearly completed now…

it usually takes 3 years between Spiritual event occurring in Divine Consciousness and its “in.carnation” in Mater…

Will it be new Ice Age or do we still have anybody ALIVE and WISE enough to finally HEAL 8 degrees of separation from Spiritual Heart by ending this forbidden black-white blood mix for sexual pleasure sake of the immortals, who have probably are so forgetful of ParaDisical AEROS as to keep inertia of AfroDisiac of “Mary-go-around” of Black Isis-Black Pharaoh phallus pleasures with inevitable genocide of Human slaves’ for ParaDisical Essences… is this black-white “Mary-go-around” really so more desirable by everybody than to really insist on re.IN.state.MEN.T of  HUMANITY in Divine Aeros by healing connection to Heart of One Life, where each apple is a whole of two halves as opposed to constant struggle to survive by mix-and-match???

Little is known about Black Isis and first White Pharaoh who desired Her for sensuality very different than His own… and loosing His own Body because of that… and loosing HIs White Isis because of tHat… it seems that story of Osiris is very much linked to original downfall into checker-board mutation state of Human genocide… and an original downfall from ParaDise into AfroDisiac by having a second wife… and AnnuBis trying to help to heal by re.membering the foot-prints left in “the books-of-life” recorded in our consciousness, whose Center is OUR LIVING HUMAN HEART…





METATRON RACES of having a scribe at the Throne of God ARE ARTIFICIAL RACES of HUMAN EXPERIMENT… these Races can heal only by refusing to scribe and read Consciousness of Human Heart of GOD that is located in Human HEART’s PURSE – it is very physical location

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Earth and Phantom Earth

“… The “2003 Dimensional Blend Experiment” was intended to directly link Earth’s Planetary Shields into the Planetary Shields of a counterpart of Earth called Phantom Earth that was drawn into Phantom Matrix Black Hole Sub-Time Distortion Cycle during the “Electric Wars”, which ended Human Seeding-1 on Earth 5,500,000 years ago. Since the Electric Wars there has been a “WALL IN TIME” – a frequency cap between Earth’s Planetary Shields and the chaotic Planetary Shields of Phantom Earth in the Black Hole Phantom Matrix. The Cap was kept in place by Emerald Covenant Founders in HOPE that eventually our Earth would evolve to a sufficient frequency accretion level through which the “Wall in Time” could be “Uncapped”. without Earth and LIFE FIELD potentially being rapidly drawn into the Phantom Matrix. This Cap allows the Races in Phantom Earth an opportunity to have DNA Bio-Regenesis and the Phantom Earth to receive Planetary Shields REPAIR, so PEOPLE & THE PLANET could be retrieved from the “perpetual chaotic time loop” of the Phantom Matrix to RESTORE NATURAL EVOLUTION.
Since the end of Human Seeding-1, Earth has been a literal “battleground” between the Emerald Covenant Founders Races (from here to M-51 😉 and the fallen Angelic/intruder ET races of the Phantom Matrix. Each group has fought to attain a critical mass of frequency in The PLANETARY SHIELDS of EARTH & ITS PHANTOM. If Phantom Earth accelerates greater frequency holding than OUR Earth, OUR EARTH ITS PEOPLE and The Halls of Amenti in The Inner Earth Time Cycle will be sucked into the Phantom Matrix black hole. If this occurs, 11 dimensions of our 15-dimensional Time Matrix will become fully trapped within Phantom Matrix Sub-Time Distortion Cycle, cut off from interaction with the Founders of D-12 and up, under Fallen Angelic Race dominion, completely incapable of NATURAL ASCENSION out of density. Such an event would provide sufficient energy fuel to feed & artificially sustain the dying Phantom Matrix for many aeons to come…”

(Ashayana Deane, Voyagers II, 2nd Edition, p.386, “The Wall in Time and Atlantean Secrets of The Phoenix and The Falcon)




In Buddhism the Lotus flower is considered to be a sacred.

Being one of the 8 fortunate signs of Buddhism.

The lotus flower with 8 petals is used in Buddhist mandalas, sign.if.ying cosmic harmony,

a 1000-petals- Lotus denotes spiritual illumination.

FaMoUs Buddhist mantra, “Om mane padme hum(an(t)),” relates to the jewel in the Lotus, which is

•    According to Egyptian mythology, the Lotus is related to the Sun

as it flowers at the day hours & closes by night.

It is credited that the Lotus Flower has given birth to The Sun.

•    Its stem is consumed in nearly all parts of India.


A Field of Flowers

     The Lotus grows quitly in the garden pool. The Ibis curls one foot beneath him and blinks. It is too nice a day to spoil with words. In the wind I hear what I see – a low hum of vitality, the bell of flowers ringing. I pass in and out of time, aeons press against my skin. I rest in a place within a place, a meadow of myself that is the world pressing close. The river flows on. Tall, thin reeds rock against the current, and the wind like a woman envelops me.

Life is liquid



I lie in the white mind of universe, knowing what i know, it knows me. The fruits of the land are abundant. With the quick, bright blade of Spirit I turned new ground, planted seed. I struggled with the donkey. Beneath my hand things happenned – grapes and wheat. In time i drank wine and ate bread. The field ploughed feeds a man, the spirit cultivated nourishes. I keep one eye on heaven and one on earth, following the seasons, walking the rhythm.

I lie on sweet hay. The sparrow’s song cuts the silence. I hear it now as I heard it ages ago. The birds are gods. I carry their song in my belly. I’m carried in the egg of silence. Even now in the long pause of possibility, quiet beneath its shell, there rises a wild honking, long flights against an autumn moon, smooth eggs waiting to be laid. An old man lying in a field feels embryonic.

Learning peace itself is a struggle. More often I know the air as it whips my face. When the wind is still, I forget the wind. Walking through town, I turn longingly to the mountain. On the mountain I gaze back on the town. When there’s much talk I withdraw into silence. When it is quiet I strain to hear some song. Having no trouble, I create some to keep the day interesting. We misunderstand the quiet. In the heat of the day I seek shadows. At night I praise the light of stars. The moon grows legs and wonders through the old man’s heart seeking some dark corners to inspire. At midday the gods walk through town invisible as cats. Only children and wise old men know the difference.

Even night and day struggle, make peace between themselves. We call that beautiful sunset and dawn. In the spirits of men we call it a state of grace. Unless the earth enveloped the seed and the seed struggled against the darkness, there would be no corn. The moment we are born we begin to die. In each death we are born again. We take in the air and the air escapes us. Call it the breath of life. I no longer call loss disaster. It is the empty heart waiting to be filled. From the act of love, two bodies straining against each other, there rises the star of children. After opposition comes unity. Knowing that removes the string of failure.

What god wants god shall have, and so I say, make is easy on yourself. The divine will asks only that things happen, that what it asks to exist comes to pass. My desire, my little will gives it form. If I struggle it comes anyway, malformed, a lesser power than it should be. If I give myself to it, it passes through me and I nourish it as it nourishes me. The difference is in the knowing of it. If there is confusion, I have not allowed life, the will of god, to change me. If I know it, I’m changed by it. I have ferried myself across the churning waters of emotion. I go with the current, I rock to and fro in the tide. I come to a place I never knew I was bound for. There is a reason for accidents.

When I open my mouths I let the gods speak and it is like sparrows singing.

When I open my heart I find the way, a gap through the wall of mountains.

Through me I allow the world to unfold.

I have the magic of earth, wind and flame.

Though the future lies shrouded in veils, if I give my will to what I know not, I shall see it all come to pass.

No sorrow.

No sweat.

KNowing the world is as the world should be, I enter the field of peace.

(“Awakening Osiris, The Egyptian Book of The Dead” translated by Normandi Ellis, “The Field of Flowers”, p.215)



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Fear is the first energy that shuts off our natural self and our ability to be in our domain of power.

We operate in fear produced by socially, politically, culturally, and religiously correct thinking and behavior.

All this correctness rings the death knells to individuality and personal freedom.


When little child INSIDE YOU doesn’t have a way to connect to the outside world and know who it is, fear immediately forces the child into pretense.

We experience fear when we step into the unknown (that is either threatening to our mind by previous experiences OR by its hostile appearance, which is our intuitive perception of real danger or threat to our life (intuitive alarm is always to be listened to as in this spontaneous all-of-a-sudden recognition of danger fear is our FRIEND)

We experience fear when we step into the unknown and do not know (especially if we are used to living from believes-system that restricts our mind to something which can be seen as a fortress or a prison to our Heart, where immortal Child of God lives. People who operate from strict conceptual program, which is like a computer microchip, often shut the voice of their child to a degree of child being repressed all their life – Soul in pain from artificially created concept of mind, which in its natural state is a fluid state of consciousness… mind is the helper of The Heart – not Its master – it is why it is said:



…There is no harm in not knowing, which means you are receptive and willing to learn, to be creative, and to engage with the unknown in order to make it known.

Ignorance, on the other hand, means you think you know, but you don’t, and you still act like you do. (it takes a skill to be both, the one who acts and the one who watches, in order to heal from ignorance. This skill is not an easy one to master unless a person is really willing to become Free Human Being and a Master of one’s life. All habits are concepts – whether ignorant or wise, – they are our habitual ways to respond to any or many situations we face in life. Unknown is a situation which we never faced before – it’s like hugging a drunk homeless person on the street as you pass by and that person simply begins to talk to you and demand that much love… allowing ourselves a freedom to step beyond our habitual dislike to bad smell and hugging total stranger who looks bad, we liberate our mind from this guard – and then we can look at people much more openly and operate from intuition and Heart-felt Humanity of OUR INNER CHILD (or many CHILDREN, whom i call Cheburashki-Solnishki 🙂





So knowledge (of how to heal from brainwashing we lived through from the moment of birth into this world until this very moment) is our ally and our weapon in overcoming and defeating fear (it must be done at once – right away – without any delay – before our habit to ananlize shuns our Divine Nature – Child’s Nature to great all and every with impulse of Love and open arms… mind silent enough for our Heart to SEE & HEAR the unknown… if we allow our Heart’s Child to touch with all that is in this simple way, our friend mind is learning how to let go off habitual armor we made in response of being shut and harmed by others… the most difficult is to remain in an open state of mind when we face people or situations or terrors who caused us to experience great pain in the past, allowing our Heart’s Child to responds in a spontaneous way of Love no matter what – even if it is a murderer who came into our consciousness psychically and threatens our life – it is much more difficult to keep an open mind and allow spontaneous Life from The Heart when we are tortured by physical devices – even though torture of Human Beings is forbidden on this Planet (Humans have Right to be free from harm), there are people who still like to inflict pain on others to force them into obedience or to force out information… it is a true Mastery to forgive these people as soon as they finish inflicting physical or psychic pain on us and to “move on” without allowing our mind to linger on feeling of being angry at those who caused us pain – this is the only way to protect our Divine Child WithIn… )

…WE GAIN COURAGE through that confrontation and raise our measure of self-worth – COURAGE TO BE FREE CHILD OF GOD – feeling good to be able to keep our mind open no matter what… MOMENT 2 MOMENT LIFE is the only possible way of life for all of LIFE – it is the only way of life that helps us to remain Divine Children of God – it is the only way of life that keeps God alive – all other ways of life (conditioned or controlled by either ourselves or others) are the ways to murder Living God… Murder is a word that means 1000 crows… Crows can sing, talk or crow… Crows can defend those who love God and defend Life – i have experienced Crows come to help me with their voices when i was psychically attached… it is true miracle of Life – to be friends with all of Life – with every creature – be they small or large… scary looking creatures of God are usually the ones who’ve been hurt the most – terrifying  appearance is usually a protective armor of the most gentle and ancient beings…

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While in the womb, the fetus-child is connected to the mother through the umbilical cord, which is child’s energy pipe-line. All child’s needs are met through this cord – the child is in a protected environment and is still connected to Spirit. The Child experiences fear for the first time when the umbilical cord is cut at birth, separating The Child from The Mother (physical birth is a mirror to an ancient event known first as Luciferian rebellion – Big Bang – and, later on, as sacrifice, when Heart of One Life would send Its Children to help our Planetary Child and all the children trapped on it… there are many “lucifers” here – fallen snowflakes of unconditional love – mutilated and tortured children, who came to help, but were forced into becoming food for those who are here for such a long time that they are perpetually hungry for food of Spirit and Light and Love… there are those who still keep these Children of God in a fallen and mutilated state or tortured Souls and mutilated invalids of so called Middle Earth only because they are afraid of the powers of God – for God is Unknown always LIVING spontaneously from the Heart… perhaps those few “controllers”, who acquired seat of power over many on this Planet, will learn their FEAR and allow GOD LIVE… the moment all fallen Children of God are allowed to HEAL NATURALLY – without any artificially created scientific devices, – HEALERS will manifest and take their rightful place of HEALERS eliminating forever artificially created medical sciences that operate on drugs alone.) 

(OUR BEING IN MOTHER’S WOMB IS THE MOST DIVINE STATE OF LIFE WE EVER EXPERIENCED WHILE ON EARTH – if we contemplate Child’s being in Mother’s womb – from the coition of father’s and mother’s cells to full development of the child by the end of 9th month… there is an ancient saying: “measure 9 times – tie the knot on tenth” this wisdom has everything to do with God, Children of God, Central Spiritual Sun, Planet Earth, and all of creation…



The Child experiences fear for the first time when the umbilical cord is cut at birth…

separating the child from the mother…

this separates the child from the connection that has provided its survival and sustenance for 9 months…

No longer fed through the umbilical cord, the child feels hunger (hunger is a hollow restless feeling – hunger is not physical – hunger is a state of mind when CONNECTION is severed – when the child is disconnected from the mother and the womb and The Heart of One Life, known to us as Holy Trinity – Father Mother & Child – when connection is severed and Mother is exhausted from its Light and body given to starving children, The Mother is known as Holy Ghost… it is difficult to reconnect to The Heart of One Life – to Omnipresent FatherMother, – if we exhaust our own Mothers to the state of Holy Ghost – for it is The Mother who is The Daughter – who is The Wife and The Virgin – who births and births not – is our ONE & ONLY CONNECTION possible… when we stop exhausting our Mothers to the state of Holy Ghost – when we stop turning their already exhausted bodies into prostitutes for the sake of refilling us with necessary amount of “love” to reach back to The Hear of One Life, – we will preserve this precious Thread of Life… many children are fallen – most are seeking to return by scientific ways of the mind – but it is the way of spontaneous LIFE of Heart’s Child – fearless Life of Love – free from outside controls of foreign thought-forms – spontaneous Life as impulse from The Heart – artificial collection of Souls by One Savior is a perversion of Life that is dominant on Planet Earth now is the cause of sacrifice – severance of umbilical cord that holds children tied to The heart of One Life (this artificial collection of Human Souls by forceful removal out of body is sometimes known in Xristian tradition as Melchizedek and his seraphic priestesses – sometimes known as forceful recollection of Souls by artificial intelligence in order to be manipulated into rebirth or slavery for energy-producing needs… Artificial collection of Souls with following reincarnation is a system known to us as creation of clones – clones are human and other beings that are created by those who forcefully collect and rebirth into physical bodies – True Human Beings are unborn – they are those who came here from The Heart of One Life without ever loosing this sacred umbilical cord and outer egg-of-a-womb…)

When umbilical cord is severed and the child feels natural fear for the first time being pushed and pulled out by those who help child’s physical body at birth, the greatest of all trauma is experienced – for we have no means of avoiding to be separated from the womb – if a child born physically is connected to The Heart of One Life (which is nearly extinct on this Planet) then the child remembers how to be fearless and live spontaneously from The heart very early – trauma is healed by ever present connection to The Heart of One Life – these rare children are fully initiated Human and Star children who do not need any further emancipation by religious and spiritual sciences… If these perfect children are allowed to be themselves without ever being harmed by artificial recollection of their Soul into Earth’s collective, they can help other fallen children to heal naturally – by this mysterious connection between our HEARTS… sharing LOVE… when we open our Heart – our Inner Child’s Heart to these rare ones, – we heal by mysterious knowingness that is never known to the mind and yet transforms our mind to the state of original fearless and unconditional purity that finally makes our mind fitted to be true helper to our Inner Child – helping to go HOME – as our Inner Child reaches from the Heart to The Heart of One Life… 

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If The Child of God is separated from The Heart of One Life and the child’s mother is made to be Holy Ghost, The Child is experiencing this hollow restless feeling of hunger and fear of separation – if hunger for being one in Love and fear of separation from The Mother are not healed by reconnecting to at least child’s physical mother and father, then the children acquire all sorts of mental wounds that become armor of habits… Our parents rarely know what it means to be Father and Mother of Divine Child… there are so many children that are damaged by their physical parents ignorant enough to want a child, yet completely misunderstanding the most basic need of every Human Being – connection to The Heart of One Life… most parents treat their children by educating their minds to shut their hearts to their inner Divinity… thus pain and hunger and fear produce much of des.ease and want and these produce a state of war, which is fierce competition for LOVE and Satiation – and so those who learned how to forcefully acquire something that makes them temporarily satisfy hunger… but limited supplies are limited supplies… unless we reconnect to The Heart of One Life, our Divine Child in the Heart is suffering pain and mutilation by corrupted mind-collective… as from my experiences Life on this planet is in real danger to be extinct very soon.



When the child’s umbilical cord connecting the child to the mother is cut, the child doesn’t know what hunger is – only fear of separation, – if the fear of separation is immediately removed by the child’s mother, hunger never occurs… if Mother’s Love is not matching The  Child’s fear of separation, then and only then hunger arises – then and only then the mind of newborn into world of flesh experiences want… degrees of want and hunger are conditioned by the child’s relationship with child’s mind as well as relationship with his/her physical parents and… the rest of the world…    

If upon removal of umbilical cord the child’s hunger is not satisfied, that energy (of hollow restlessness) moves up the chakra line (the energy centers or vortices up the central line of the body) from the ONE_POINT or COG (our Center of Gravity – our Center of Balance located in some 3 finger width above our navel – in some 3 finger width below Bona Dea (= diafragm)… location and number of energy centers in our body depends on our genetic heritage (tribal origin) and blood-type)


Center of Gravity within each human body can be likened to Solar system

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Joseph Campbell (renown mythologist, author of The Hero with 1000 faces) had a documentary, where he perfectly explained psychological traits and damages linked to each chakra:

1st chakra is root chakra associated with fear and survival

2nd chakra  is aerotic – LOVE center – sexual relationships are all aerotic – rooted in the heart – when wounded by separation from Mother’s Love, our heart “falls” down to seek lost love by available means… 2nd chakra is located at the level of the womb… unfulfilled by twin-flame Love communion, our Heart fallen down, we walk life seeking to find our Soul mate… the way of Love becomes as everyone elses because it is the most available and accepted way to look for our perfect mate… sexual attraction substitutes Heart-felt connection… our energy drains down through many unsatisfying sexual relationships… distorted down to sexual disorders by degrees of hunger and fear, we finally face a great challenge of our Inner Divine Child being so separated from Natural Love Heart-2-Heart that some begin to use S&M methods of cutting away this sexual drive… people often misunderstand why they are drawn to S&M relationships – they must look within to remember that deeply wounded Divine Child of The Heart can be as desparate as to seek to cut off excessive sexual relationships that deprive The Child from LOVE… 

2nd chakra – “The Fallen Heart” – our wounded Divine Child fallen into the womb – our underworld – our connection to The Mother through umbilical cord from navel to navel instead of Heart to Heart…

Divine Children whose Heart had fallen below Middle Earth of DeaFraMa (diaphragm), – are dealing with following issues of the mind:

1) Master and Servant (rules)

2) Friend for Friend (learning and sharing)

3) Parent for Child (Spiritual Love)

4) Marriage of 2 (deep need to create Holy Communion as marriage arranged in Heaven…)

5) impulse, passion, braking the rules, saving somebody at the risk of one’s own life

purification of 2nd chakra can be considered satiation of hunger from (1) to (5)

if a newborn child just separated from Mother’s Womb does not satisfy this hollow restless feeling (hunger) by being held with much just enough of Mother’s Love, child’s Spiritual Heart falls down in fear to 1st chakra – root chakra – the the seat of basic survival at all costs… the trauma of birth is known to be the greatest trauma in our life… it is the downfall from Grace of being ONE that dis-balances Center of Gravity… this trauma is remembered as greatest harm rarely compensated by enoughness of Mother’s Love  we receive immediately after birth – this feeling of our Heart all of a sudden sinking down is known as fear – intuitive – unexplainable fear – is exactly the feeling of being separated from the womb (safety=wholeness) – this impulse – this fright – is a cry of our Inner Child that already resides in a newborn body of the child whom physical MOTHER considers her own…  fallen Heart of Our Inner Divine Child must then be lifted up with Love and forgiveness of those who wronged us – forgiveness of pain we experienced – forgiving ourselves for being the abused and the raped ones…

according to Josheph Campbell, 1st chakra is experienced as limbo – an explosion – big bang – “Luciferian rebellion” in which our Spiritual Heart – our Universal Egg, – brake, disengage in “Fire sacrifice of Brahman” – and with it Heart’s Consciousness of Divine Child within disengages from unborn knowing of all things in God – Spiritual Heart fallen in fear down to 1st chakra is the moment of forgetfulness – a moment at birth from which we heal all life – healing ourselves from forgetfulness of who we are…

 Jan Orisi (Sundance Journey of The Soul) describes how unsatisfied hunger can move up the chakras corrupting our Divine Body more and more:

if hunger is unsatisfied in third chakra (our Navel) then it moves to the Heart Chakra… in 4th chakra unsatisfied hunger is experienced as ANGER…

Navel – our 3rd chakra is dealing with satiation of such “hungers” as: violence, sex-violence, desires to conquer, to consume, will to power.

First 3 chakras are Dharmas of The Mind – uplifting Spiritual Heart, our Inner Child is overcoming pollutions of our mind such as: common religious believes of the world; health; wealth; prodegy; lust; fear; duty… it is very important that we become either Friend or a Loving Mother of  our Divine Child or Children – because some of us have more than one Divine Child living in our HeartMind… 🙂

We are to become loving companions to each other if we are to come back HOME in this life-time…


Fear is always our response to the unknown, an energy that must be dealt with and experienced. If the child is not fed, the energy continues up the chakra line to the heart chakra. The child doesn’t know how to cope with the fear of the unknown, so the child experiences anger, which is the inability to cope with the fear of the unknown.

Now if the baby still isn’t fed, baby’s one-point will move into the fifth chakra, the communication center in the throat. The Child is trying to communicate but doesn’t know how. If hunger is still unsatisfied, The Child will experience stress, anxiety, and in the most severe form, hysteria.

If the Child still is not fed, the energy moves into the 6th chakra – the 3rd eye in the middle of the forehead. The child’s voice breaks; it gets quiet and goes into depression. As a balanced energy, depression is a demand to go into deep introspection and regain one-point and rebalance ourself. If we stay in depression, however (self-pity loves this place), we will not be able to restabilize. As long as we allow the one-point to move up our body, we are like a tent pole, the higher it gets, the more we get off balance.

Being born through phisical womb of the mother is our first experience of hunger and fear and we will react to the unknown/unconsciously known threats to our Inner Child as well as to unknown energies this way throughout our life until we under.stand what is really going on and conquer the block…

Walking with ally of Heart’s Knowing, we will gain Fearlessness… 

Joseph Campbell de.scribes HEARt’s Chakra as Chakra of Trans.formation, where AUM sound is HEARed – sound made by NOT any 2 things striking together – AUM – sound of our UniVerse, where our Divine Children dance upon the dwarf of forgetfulness… where our children sit around Sacred Altar with many flames of Life gathered within the Center of our Shrine of One Life – our physical bodies are Shrines of One Life… The HEART…


every cell in our body has a heart… Ancient Slavs knew it and built their cities accordingly…








AEYONIK TanTra formulas

Eastern Promises... Slavic Deeds... AEYONIK Tantra...





Spirit Powers and Pearls

Spirit Powers and Pearls…

It requires Ancient of Days PURITY to commune saephiroths to Powers known as Gods… or Life be.comes… sorry to joke in such dark manNe.r.

(saephiroth is same as sɛfɪrɒθ : the 10 attributes/emanations in Kabbalah through which God created the world and/or manifests… in Tibetan Buddhism saefiroths are known as 10 dharmas (or dharma KA YA(s))



“The story of man is the story of a search for treasures. Most search for material wealth, but we as shamans are searching for something much greater and far more vast. For us the greates treasure is the gift of truth, and beauty, and the timeless places of power that return us to our innermost dream and make life worth living. – Lynn Andrews




B’A YAl  in Maya culture is known as first-born Blue-Green wind

Glyph T501.19:670 - B'A YAL

B’A YAL (b’a yal) (T501.19:670) > adj. + n. “first born”; elite title.

(CH) > b’a-AL (b’a[ah][y]al) b’aah-y-al ~ n.-3SE-n. “head-child of” relationship expression referring to primogenital offspring.’&search=first%20born

in modERn AmeriKan English it may be known as {B(U)Y ALL}


Glyph T168:518b - AJAW

Glyph T168, or T584.687a - AJAW

Glyph T747a - AJAW

Glyph Tnn - AJAW

Glyph T99.506.57 36.1016 - o-OL-si K'U

o-OL-si K’U (olis k’u) (T99.506.57 36.1016) > n. phr. “the whole set of gods” (?), “all the gods.”


Ajax in Ellin mythOlaGY of 3Jan war:

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In the Iliad, Ajax is notable for his abundant strength and courage, seen particularly in two fights with Hector. In Book 7, Ajax is chosen by lot to meet Hector in a duel which lasts most of a whole day. Ajax at first gets the better of the encounter, wounding Hector with his spear and knocking him down with a large stone, but Hector fights on until the heralds, acting at the direction of Zeus, call a draw: the action ends without a winner and with the two combatants exchanging gifts, Ajax giving Hector a purple sash and Hector giving Ajax a sharp sword.

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Daeth is the MeaSURErER of LIFE… :D)))



The Mayas had two primary deities, male and female, with many aspects. It is through the different names of their various aspects that they are called on in the Songs.

Itzamna (Iguana House) was the male creator of the universe, the sky deity, the sun. He went by different names according to his many aspects. Among these aspects mentioned in the Songs are Hunabku (One Being God), Kinich Ahau (Father Sun), Cit Bolon Tun (Deity of Medicine) and Kukulcan (Feathered Serpent).

Ix Chel (Rainbow Woman) was the female force, the Creation Goddess, wife of Itzamna. Also known by Ix Chebel Yax and many other names, she was the moon, earth, and bodies of water, and patroness of weaving, painting, procreation, and medicine.

Flower Ceremony

Song: Flower Song.

The Flower Ceremony was a rite to keep or bring back a lover. A group of women, under the direction of a female elder, met at night at a rock spring in the woods by the light of the moon. While the group of naked singers danced around her, the patient, also naked, threw plumeria ( leelavadee, Hawaiian) flowers into the water, transforming it into a love potion.

plumeria Image