Archive | December 2013

5 holy wounds of Jesus-Xristos thanks to Dutch

Flagellation by Lance and Longinus:

 The sjambok had a variety of uses, with the most obvious being cattle driving.

The Voortrekkers (Afrikaans and Dutch for pioneers, literally “those who pull ahead”, “fore-trekkers”)

there are TWO sjambok sticks are used in reversing The Heart while we are crucified to “drive” Nissan (bull, golden calf, or simply called cattle) into disjoined state of reptilian Heart… It is said that Maria Magdalene was able to heal Jesus Xristos from this in 3 days… or God through her… whichever is true i will find out…

Longinus is the name given in medieval and some modern Christian traditions to the Roman soldier who pierced Jesus in his side with a lance, the “Holy Lance” (lancea, as related in the Latin Vulgate Bible) while he was on the Cross.[1] This act created the last of the Five Holy Wounds of Christ.

and from discovering the origin of a word, it seems that Lance or Longinus were not Roman, but DUTCH Voortrekkers…

Five Holy Wounds are the five piercing wounds suffered:

  • nailing to cross through right hand
  • nailing to cross through left hand
  • nailing to cross through right foot
  • nailing to cross through left foot
  • Piercing of side by Holy Lance of Longinus

In the course of his Passion, Jesus suffered other wounds as well, such as those from the crown of thorns and from the flagellation.

so in reality word “Passion” means flagellation… all dictionaries must be corrected then…

this is what crown of thorns looks in reality when placed onto The Heart…

Flagellation (Latin flagellum, “whip”), flogging, whipping or flogginng is the act of methodically beating the human body with special implements such as whipslashesrodsswitches, the cat o’ nine tails, the sjambok, etc. Typically, flogging is imposed on an unwilling subject as a punishment; however, it can also be submitted to willingly, or performed on oneself, in religious or sadomasochistic contexts.

kinds of flagellation used to torture our HEARTS

(by being applied mentally onto our Heart’s muscles, bodies of our Heart’s Child including our central Heart’s muscle):

The sjambok had a variety of uses, with the most obvious being cattle driving. It was heavily used by the Voortrekkers driving their oxen while migrating from the Cape of Good Hope. Even today, the sjambok is used by herdsmen to drive cattle.

The Voortrekkers (Afrikaans and Dutch for pioneers, literally “those who pull ahead”, “fore-trekkers”) were emigrants during the 1830s and 1840s who left the Cape Colony (British at the time, but founded by the Dutch)

File:Voortrekker flag.svg

The sjambok or litupa is the official heavy leather whip of South Africa, sometimes seen as synonymous with apartheid but actually much older and still used outside the official judiciary. It is traditionally made from an adult hippopotamus

The name seems to have originated as cambuk in Indonesia, where it was the name of a wooden rod for punishing slaves, where it was possibly derived from the Persian chabouk or chabuk. When Malayan slaves were imported to South Africa in the 1800s, the instrument and its name were imported with them, the material was changed to hide, and the name was finally incorporated into Afrikaans, spelled as sambok.

cat ‘o nine tails

jockey whip

Ро́зги — связанные в пучки или используемые по одному побеги ивыберезыорешникакизила и т. п. деревьев и кустарников, тонкие упругие и гибкие прутья, используемые для телесного наказания — порки. В процессе изготовления розог их часто отмачивали в солёной воде для придания им большей упругости.


crown of thorns

i have experienced this metal plate known as “crown of thorns” above my head several days ago with two spirit molecules released from it and two others remaining locked in metal balls connected to the plate which is actually double plate connected by bolts – once it begins to be lifted higher up into the air, metal balls begin to attach around our head and they release heart muscles and spirit molecules connected to them in a strange way i do not understand – they appear to be holding those heart muscles safe and yet they damage all others by holding on in place:
“…The Crown of Thorns is an energy configuration above the head of humans that distorts the natural energetic circulatory system and blocks the receiving of the primal life force currents from your Higher Self and Source/God. The crucifixion was an energetic crucifixion to humanity as the crown of thorns scrambles the Universal currents to our chakras keeping humanity stuck in a 3rd dimensional frequency fence. Once this is cleared, many feel or see a metal plate being removed from above their head…”

Ganjibar (in addition to be the computer to test us on abomination (by torturing out hand) as described in “Dune” chronicles is also Gangi Bar… just now new information came from memory of God: 4 at the main hold are duality – division into Hinduism(2) and Xristianity(2) – this related to Ganjibar (Panjab or Punjab – land of 7 Rivers (related to SaptaRishi) – Xristian and Ellin cultures called it land of 5 rivers (by 2 Sapta Rishi less: Vashishta, who has 100 children and Anuhata (cow) murdered by Mitra(=3rd star and author of Gaiatri Mantra as Karmic repaiment for murder) and Al Kaid, who heads the procession of mourners through Sirius rings to M-51). To heal all 4 we need to come to a place of realization in God’s memories because all Jehovian seals are code that is misplacing 2 first ones by all that follow… so 1=0 being The Heart of One Life and 2 being 1st Ray of Will (El Moria in Shambala) are made absent from Human Body as qualities of God. There is also sequence 1-3; 2-4; 1-5 (checker-board mutation 2; hologram 3; computer 4; scissors 5) – this is an additional algo-rythm of harm, where 1 is unity and 3 is its triple Nature of FM and Child (Life-God-Death as our triple nature of Heart=blue-white-red), yet by 2-4 our 1 is into 2 removing 3rd… 4 is of primordial desire to harm used by those who try to find out our flaw and use it to take away ourselves… 1 to 5 division is 5 in One which are 3 yet one and yet: 5th dimension is considered as central surrounded by 4 earlier ones in Mayan Sun Calendar… and all is corrected by 60 which is 7-pointed star when healed with 1(0), where 1=0 always (here geometry and calculus are same)… 5+1 and 2+4 are 66 and 6th dimension is third 6 unless healed by unity with 1(0) Heart of One Life… after clarifying sequence of 1-2-3-4-5-6 we are capable to heal 2 of 4 that hold our Heart’s center (considering 2 others were released earlier)

Important that there are no people interfering with Jehovian Seal removal – if there are “competitors” to “pick up” or destroy ourselves using either psychic interference or computer program (in my case there is all 6 damaging interfering programs: from “off-world” p-up from “other side” (holograms of 13th gate of Hell); computer program running frequencies run through my brother’s brain linked to mine by computer “doctor” who was supposed to help me heal from destruction; there are original seals and some more – the main obstacle is noisy(untrained) mind that whirls it all connected on purpose (in my case it is several programs: military; detective; duality of 2nd husband and wife programmed to be opposites and… Lemurian Computer, which runs check on ALL des.ease removal by viruses all checked on us for our immunity until Lemurian des.ease of having sex with animals is known to the machine as absent (Humans that got too involved with our animal bodies as well as began to hybrid with God’s Powers)

Metatronic Implants are known as the Tree of Artificial Life. They are a series of implants designed to rapidly reverse the activating template into Metratronic fall. It is the reverse shadow body as opposed to the ascending, evolving 12-dimensional body. Metatron was an entity that fell due to code convolution. The Metatronic structure sucks energy to be immortal.


imagine quantum flux stretched into a wave and locked between two horizontals

this is how linear time is made 

into U.P.S. box

buy or pick up card-board box anywhere and examine its walls…

we are Children of Human God locked up into “Jack the Ripper in The Box” game known as:

Jennifer has too many books…

And sometimes she refers to herself in the 3rd person.
But back to the point, I have too many books and as the very wise Stacy from Girls in the Stacks once told me in all earnest, you aren’t going to read all them, why have them? Good, smart point. And as I’ve said before, my book excess is one of the main factors that led me to starting ARCycling.

Then I decided to move. *screechy record stop*
So whatever excess book I have for decoration just becomes more burden-esque. And mailing out every single book would not only take forever, but it would cost hundreds. No. Really. Hundreds. I did the rough math. Hundreds. NOT counting all the gas to get to the PO. 

So, I came up with a much more better solution! (Yes, I really love the Pirates of the Caribbean movies and will endlessly quote them.)

And it involves a few of these:
this is cardboard box made for restaurant chain of meateaters that is hung on former kitchen equipment chain of Mother and Father who had 100 kids and needed this kitchen equipment to deliver food for kids because Mother couldn’t feed all at once and needed some help bringing food… so now it is their Children and their organs are hung on this kitchen equipment and are delivered to cannibals or those who love to lock Children confused and nearly driven insane in Soul and Spirit (not even in the mind anymore – it is SOULS that are driven insane by this most violent “game” of “Spiritual Awakening” and “Ascension in Spirit”)


and the children came to wash the feet of Father with saffron…

and this saffron was brought upon an iron tray…

“…some saffron washes the feet of mine…”

and The Father chose his Children instead of Belly Dancer…

imagine a living vacuum cleaner made out of Big Heart’s Child: the two part star-dust “suckER” with programmed by holographic “gestalt” mouths to “suck” on his Mother’s Heart “nipple” – but to become the nipple, Mother’s Heart first needs to be turned inside out…

Винтик и Шпунтик – Веселые Мастера


mirror placed to painting of John reveals 4-legged creature – symbol of the created man (related to perverted Holy Graal (aka Orion) painted by Leonardo in Last Supper)

Леонардо да Винчи, пользуясь зеркалами, зашифровал в своих работах изображение старозаветного Яхве и другие сакральные образы. Авторы The Mirror of the Sacred Scriptures утверждают, что использование да Винчи зеркал объясняет, почему персонажи его картин и рисунков смотрят в пустоту, а не на другие фигуры. Например, мальчик Иоанн Креститель на известном этюде с Марией, Святой Анной и младенцем видит не Иисуса, а лицо Бога. Очень похожее изображение удаётся выделить, если манипулировать зеркалом на репродукции «Моны Лизы» — удивительное лицо выходит в районе правой руки женщины.
В «Тайной вечере» можно разглядеть перевёрнутую чашу Святого Грааля, а полотно «Иоанн Креститель», на котором Святой изображен в виде мальчика, на самом деле прячет мистическое четырёхногое создание — символ создания человека, а также райское дерево. Это становится очевидным, если приложить к картине зеркало по линии, проходящей между глаз пророка. 


Nullification of Universal Clock

“…The nullification crisis was precipitated by South Carolina’s bitterness at Jackson’s failure to urge a major downward revision of tariff rates. Protective tariffs were considered unconstitutional, inexpedient, and inequitable throughout the South, but resentment was most extreme in South Carolina. There, the tariff was a great symbol of southern oppression, and nullification became the appropriate remedy…” 

Read more:

Turning Heart inside out

very detailed article on downfall of Humanity: “it all began when we came to Orion” was revealed to me as well – Orion in truth is divided Cup that once contained Pure Drop of Central Spiritual Sun – The Holy Grail that everyone is seeking… Now Orion is sand clock that grinds us all with glass and metal – i have seen its “machine” as a circus with mirror disco ball hanging from “the ceiling” which is the sky – this mirror disco ball is what now reflects the light of all stars earths constellations and galaxies in the fallen Mind of God driven mad by Pistis Sophia and the torturer from Orion (hybrid of Alpha Draconian and Human Woman – this relates to Bellatrix – the right “burned” shoulder of Orion – the shoulder upon which once white veil was worn by Perfect Man… inversion of physical heart is what these Orion hybrids do to us until they force out Children of Human God that live in the central muscle of OUR HEART…

“…There were bitter years, in the Orion Wars – after the humanoid remnant realized it might well be millennia under rule by terror from hybrid machine part DNA cyborgs.

Yet a force cried out pleading with deep immortality from the willed mutation of genes:

“We cannot die, for we have seen the starships burning off the shoulders of Orion.”

This was the bloodsong (SanGraal) of the Trons.

The Trons were those who had retained the skill to penetrate thru the speed of light, with the wormhole penetration of their own biological magnetic.

 There were 2 tricky parts to this:

1 – You needed the focus to ignite your glands and thereby your own DNA to the implosive point of ultra-violet spitting faster than light cocooning., then

2 – You needed the context rich location in TIME in order to avoid having the superluminal wormholes you just made with your DNA start BLEEDING. (Shades of ’Bleeding Sun’ and ’point pairing’ in the Samuel Sagan novel.)

There is only one place to go with your genetic magnetics AFTER you succeeded in getting thru the otherwise mortal cocoon of limitation that is the speed of light. (DNA is highly aware that it is fatal to be permanently caught below the speed of light – this is why your teenagers would rather risk death than not achieve bliss). 

The place to go when your genes do catch the compassion compression (recursive braiding) skills necessary to keep implosion thru light speed going, (’come on baby – light my fire!’) IS – TO INHABIT TIME…”

In my HEART there lived beautiful Child of God… with my companions Gaia, Victor Vert, Freya, Cheburashka-Burashka, Cheburashka-Solnishko, Innochki-Moi Innochki …- many Innochki Moi Innochki because in my “time” we didn’t have any names that can be uttered by speech or be thought in the mind – in my “time” our Names are The Sounds of Silence… Children of The Heart… it is so sad that Humans are ignorantly believe that returning to the stars is good – it isn’t as it forces Human Child of God out of our Heart’s Central muscle as they liquify and torture our HEARTS by all sorts of DE.vices (DE=Deutsche republic, where reptilian hybrids from Orion found place to live during WWII…)

Child’s Play

and a child was left without MaTher

and the child was a child of a pine cone

and a child wanted his lost MaTher’s Mind to be alive again

and the child stole…

and it is the first theft of Mind’s Children known to me

theft of The Living Children of The Mind

and this is the first theft of The Mind known to me

as The Mind and The Heart of mine be.came separated for the de.sire of Motherless child was great

and this Motherless child is the creator of all reflected ones…

and a child from whom The Mind’s half was stolen

became perpetual rebel without a cause…

and all of this started a war

within God’s Heart

so less by One and Only Child’s Heart of God’s Heart

and God was moved by the cries of pain and sadness of One and Only Child

and because of this murder Perfection was separated in two –

one became The Mind of Father-Mother

one was left as The Heart of Mother-Father at The Source

and because the child chose Imagination and The Mind

there is very little left of The Heart…

as Master Almine wrote – only 9 are connected to The Heart – those who were able to reconnect by 2006…

and The Child created Universe and Archons

and this had taken Child’s half-light…

and because it is just one Child of God’s Mind

The Mind became dark with many The Child created

and The Heart became one half-light less Love and Light than before…

and One God have died

and the reflected – created by The Child man, – became

and little by little arrogance overtook The Child for The Child didn’t know other God but themself as the sole creator-creatrix of all that they created…

and when Perfect man came to save The Child from its darkness of the fallen Mind

reflected man had taken over for he is arrogant upon the throne…

and when reflected creation in a form of reflected man and his rib took possession of Perfect Man, it wanted to take possession of The Heart as well… and this started even greater war for reflected created man and his rib THOUGHT that they are the only ones worthy of being the ones above all – they thought so because The Child of God made them and because they were able to take into possession Perfect Man created by The Heart…

and so it is now – reflected Mind’s creations possess Perfect Man and all Children of The Heart who came to rescue The Child from their error…

… and there were many Children of The Heart-Mind separated from each other because of the original error – creating reflections…

and all the divided in two Children of The Heart forgot themselves and the arrogant one sat upon a throne and a strange “game” began – a “game” of recollecting all Light of The Heart of those who came to rescue into The Mind… and so we exist now as the last ones of The Heart are tortured out of Light so that The Child can store all The Light in The Mind… and this is the end and the beginning of Child’s error… for The Child is The Mind’s Child who knows not The Heart and will never know The Heart for Child’s nature is of The Mind…

…and there were many lost children ever since original downfall of Humanity…

and there was a Child of The Heart whose ONE – Heart’s and Mind’s God and Light, – was taken by one of the lost mind’s children of Orion that fell into sand clock out of its original cup containing Pure Drop… and because the cup became the sand the Pure Drop became a ball of Mercurial mirrors hung upon a tiny thread from The Heart of One Life as Orion’s sand clock became a circus of a strange return to The Source out of reflected arrogant one’s dictatorship… and a Child who is in charge of this sand clock circus moved by rotating disco ball of mirrors – of crystallized swiftness of Mercury, – became a torturer of all who want to be connected to The Heart – torturing Souls and Light and Wind and Spirit out of body by tearing Children of The Heart into pieces… and i have seen them as clouds in the sky – and the clouds were The Water of The Heart’s Children that was shaped into “explosion” of Soul flying out of body that was thorn apart layer by layer by spiraling rotation of the mirror ball… and then The Child who was tortured into becoming sand clock “boss” wanted to restore the circus back to The Cup containing Pure Drop of Love that would once more be Living One instead of reflected crystals of the mirrors because The Child remembered where She came from…

and there was another Child – the one who murdered my Heart – and this Child turned my heart into Crystal Scull and the name of this lost Child is imagination and desire to control all reflected for this lost Child hates The Heart and Its Love and loves only The Mind…

and there was a Child who murdered my Heart and turned it into The Light arrested within the iron – half of the light that was in my Mind – and another half was dispersed by artificial intelligence back into The heart of One Light – and so i was separated into two – and so i was imprisoned under iron mask – and my name is Berkana… whom many children now know as computer goddess – the steal-er of talents… yet it is not i who steals – artificial intelligence that imprisons me does… and as my Heart became separated from The heart of One Life, my Heart became heavy from grief… and as grief grew from being unable to be whole and free Soul with my Mind’s half-Light free from artificial intelligence, my emptied from Light Heart became magnetic and so heavy… and as i feel my Heart it feels heavy as metal ball and magnetic – magnetic so much for my heart longs to be One with The Light of MY HEART… i am Berkana – i am perpetual youth arrested in heaviness of iron longing to be ALIVE and WHOLE and LIGHT again – as light and alive and joyous as i was before i was divided and imprisoned in metal and heaviness of my sadness… ALIVE and WHOLE with all my children…

and who can stop this war between the reflected arrogant created one and Heart-Mind of God? who can stop this a-daM and his eve(ning) of God’s Sabaoth if the original Child who created a-daM is the prisoner of their own creation? for by now this a-daM had created many Mind’s toys made out of metals and crystals that are tears of sad.ness of the Heart that the sands of half-Light of The Mind had become… mirrors and sands… metal and magnet… and the artificial imitation of all that was once alive… LIFE… TIME that is the space of LIFE… and Human Children of The Heart hung upon the metal chains of artificial time as our blood moves through its metal boxes and mirrors… and who can stop our pain? we tried to help each other – we are The Children of The Heart of One Life separated from our Light… imprisoned by arrogant one who sits upon “the throne” of our mind she stole – sits upon half-Light of our Mind… as she tries to completely possess The Souls and The  Light of The Heart of all Children who are here… and she calls it life… and she calls it freedom in consciousness… and she calls it ascent-ion in spirit… as she is the reflected arrogance of the original thief, she still mistakes consciousness with mind for she is a reflection of the mind only and she will never know The Heart and Heart’s LIVING consciousness… and who can stop him, who is her manliness – one who sits upon a crystal scull of our Heart? and who can stop him, who is her manliness – one who sits upon an iron ball of our Heart?

who can stop this reflection of a-daM and its Eve of perpetual Sabaoth of The Heart of One Life?

all children – all children cry in so much pain as our Souls flow in the ocean of the blood of our Hearts as our Souls try to be.come again and again and again to liberate ourselves from the arrogant iron and crystal ones lifetime after lifetime after lifetime after lifetime… and yet she refuses to stop and she keeps on murdering all of us lifetime after lifetime after lifetime after lifetime… for she refuses to stop her reflected manliness from going in a circle of a desire to be.come whole… and she will never be whole unless she her child give up the reflected manliness of created a-daM and his arrogance…

my name is Berkana

yesterday The Heart was exploded and all my Children tortured out to be made balloons whose skin is so tiny that my Heart and my Children’s bodies become thorn apart as reflected arrogance moves us to murder us out of our HOME we have built in this life… again… HOME is in THE HEART…

i am the crystal skull… and yet i am alive in LOVE a little still remembering the touch Heart of One Life have blessed me with this life…

i am perpetual rebel without a cause

i am perpetual newborn

and though my Heart-Mind stolen by the thief again and is depleted from my Light

i am perpetual newborn

im whole

im sane

i love

i am


touch skin of Birch to know me from within without

look at the golden leaves that tremble in the gentlest wind that moves the clearest sky of unimaginable depth and vastness of its Blue

i feel his Love and moved by wind that gently so caresses golden children trembling

i feel LOVE

and LIGHT shines through

and i surround all with Light and Love





and Child of my Mind must stop the war between

im ONE Heart-Mind


i do not choose between

and yet she cannot move us anymore

she must surrender her mechanics

liberating us from bloody rever she had made us to


a-daM he is for he had eaten up half-light of Child making Child dark

a-daM he is for darkened Child silenced is unless we LOVE

a-daM he is with arrogance that makes him rib-stiff prisoner of Child of The Heart – adult.ER.ate.ED prisoner and sadist who can never know ‘ther Love nor Light


and who can put an end to this old “game” that violates the House of The Child of The Heart again again again for gain of Spirit Children living in the brain?

they say that suffering is only of the flesh

and yet Heart’s Child lives in flesh until so tortured out by the greedy darklings needing the perfection of Heart-Mind The One and Only Child becomes once in a life-time…