healing anger-hatred-aversion-resistance

Anger(Hatred/Aversion of all hues) (accompanied by do-manas-sasahagata~”bad mind”/displeasure and all degrees of “striking against” – mental attitude of resistance, rejection or destruction – from rage to subtle irritation) is a mind which is hostile towards a sentient being, suffering or the cause of suffering. It prevents one from remaining in peace and is the support for negative actions.

what is HEALING in this inclusion is to see that this particular clinging attaches us not only to the sentient being we “disprove” by degrees, but also to suffering AND the cause of suffering – the moment we are free of this clinging, the cause of suffering and consequently the suffering itself lets us FREE
example: i am very sensitive to cold (psychologically – related to past life experience) – i began taking cold showers in the morning some months ago – but it is only yesterday, after discovery of the above all-inclusive definition that my Psyche relaxed its aversion and accepted coldness of the water completely – body consciousness was finally freed to respond naturally to cold water by immediately warming up to a degree that not only the body stayed warm, the water touching my body was leaving being warm as well! – insight into the secret of how Tibetan monks are capable of drying wet sheets with their bodies in freezing temperatures

definition of anger is from Rigpa Wiki; in parentheses – from Comprehensive Manual of Abhidhamma


How Bill became breatharian and then gave it up…

About me: I took a course from the Berkeley Psychic Institute in August of 1986 in meditation. They taught a method which involved a few simple but profound steps. I’m going to write these here because, so many aware people on the forum could do this with ease. I think meditation was an important part of my process:

1) Sit in a straight backed chair with your hands resting on your thighs, palms facing up
2) Create a grounding chord linking you to the center of the earth
3) Now bring the earth energy up through the balls of your feet, up your legs, and when it arrives at the 1st chakra allow it to fall down your grounding chord like water. So now you have an upside down “U” of energy going up through your legs and down your grounding chord.
4) From your crown reach up into the ‘universe’ with your awareness and find a frequency of ‘cosmic’ energy you like and invite it down through your crown, into your spine, and on downwards, finally exiting your grounding chord. This should run down the ‘back channel’ of your microcosmic orbit.
5) When this cosmic flow is strong, begin to mix it with the earth energy in an 80/20 ratio and bring this up the front channel of your microcosmic orbit. Each time it reaches a chakra as it travels upwards, hold your attention on that chakra until it begins to spin and balance.

This energy will travel upwards in the front channel of the body, and when it reaches the crown it will exit and fountain out the top of the head, creating a shower of energy which cleans your outer auric field. You will also find the energy running from the heart chakra down through the arms and exiting your upturned palms in small fountains. Here is a link to a diagram of this meditation: http://projectavalon.net/forum4/show…l=1#post356189

This type of meditation was referred to as ‘running your energy’. It reverses the normal course of the microcosmic orbit. At at the end of a 30 minute meditation you will feel really clean and balanced inside as these channels open up flow without blockage.

Back to my story: After doing this for 90 days, I began to really enjoy it, and my meditations became longer and longer. One evening I sat for 6 hours doing this, and when I opened my eyes … there was only light. I thought I had gone blind, however within 15-30 minutes I began to see vague shapes of the 3d world which would flicker in the light before vanishing again. (According to some things I have read, it is likely my 3rd eye had opened fully.) There was a lot of trauma and drama with this, because I saw all of creation, and all of the emptiness of it at the same time. Fitting back into 3d reality, when everything I saw kept vanishing within a few seconds, was very difficult for me. This state of affairs began to slowly return to the old ‘normal’ way of seeing very gradually… it took 9 years before I began to perceive things here as solid.

After this life was very different. It took another year before I became a breatharian. During that year I no longer slept, however my body needed to lie down and rest for 1.5 hours daily. What was I to do during the long nights when the world around me was sleeping? I settled on hiking in the dark. So, every night for 9 years I headed into the Quicksilver Park, a nature preserve with 4,152 acres of wild, oak studded woodlands. In my heightened state, since the samadhi, many things were learned and seen. But, in my opinion the three most important which led my body to become a breatharian are

1) I hiked in the dark with and without shoes and off of the trails, which meant I was challenging my fears every night and learning to be courageous in every situation. Also, no weather stopped me, which encouraged my body to become impervious to temperature changes.

2) I was also getting a lot of exercise and being exposed to the energies of the natural world.

3) One more thing… I was internally led to frequently lie in the soft green meadows and do a meditation upon the death of my body. This was an ecstatic experience filled with great joy, where I would experience the freedom of the 3D body falling away, then disintegrating into atoms and molecules again which would then be used by other life forms in the 3D world to build their bodies.

The next spring, over a few days, I went through a transition where I no longer was aware of my heart as a 3D beating thing. Instead my heart became a spinning vortex located somewhere between where my old heart had been and where the third chakra had been. I could no longer hear my heart beat. I began to notice that breathing was an ecstatic experience. Each breath felt thick and warm. Although air came in and out of my nose, the important part of the breath came in through a chakra at the base of my skull. From there it contacted the tissue at the back of the throat (this was directly opposite to the back of the mouth cavity). This thick liquid breath (prana) flowed down through the body along the chi channels and fascia. Each breath felt like liquid love, and each breath was orgasmic.

The problem with this at the time was, that I found myself having a very difficult time connecting with other people. Their conversation seemed totally insane to me, and I also could not join them in the really big social events… which were always around food. I could not eat with my family, I could not have coffee with my co-workers (yes, I worked every day through this time), I could not go to lunch with friends, I could not go to dinner parties. Is this really true? No it is not, but I could not attend these things without looking like an outsider and seeming strange. After making up stories about having just eaten, having no appetite, and of being on a diet for a few months… I knew others were holding back from interacting with me. So I decided to eat again. Now this was not easy, because my body truly did not want to eat…. It fought me all the way.

When I finally got the first bite to go down and stay down without my body throwing it up and out again, I knew I was on the road to being able to interact socially with others. That first bite took over 90 minutes to get down and keep down. For about a year I was aware that all the life force in food was extracted in my mouth, from there it went through the same channels that breathing did. (entering the fascia and chi channels at the back of the throat) After chewing the food to extract this prana, what I swallowed was totally devoid of all nutrition and essentially dead decaying tissue that my body needed to deal with.

So there it is Bill, my story about how I became a breatharian and then gave it up. Here are the steps again, stated simply:
1) Run your energy daily
2) Get plenty of exercise
3) Remain in courage and find things you are scared of to overcome
4) Spent a lot of time in nature
5) Do ‘death’ meditations until they become ecstatic
6) Pay attention to the chakra at the back of your throat when you breath with the intention of opening it and breathing in prana

NOTE: The only place I have found this type of breathing discussed is in Diary of a Yogi, by Yogananda. He mentioned that he had ordered this method taught in his school to all the children there. He did this so that if there was ever a famine, they could survive easily without food.

There are a number of teachers who are working with students to help them make this transition. If you google breatharian you will find a number of links to these methods.

One last note: I have told this story a number of times, it has always met with silence. No one has ever asked me a question about any of it. Something in consciousness must be changing…. you actually asked me for information.

source link: http://projectavalon.net/forum4/showthread.php?34696-Breatharianism-and-living-on-Prana-a-how-to-guide

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О Дитя Дитятко!

Ты Силою Неведомой полнись

То Серафим крылами распахнул нас

вопреки желанию дитяти, что драконьим пламем хлынуло в ответ

Любовь и Единенье

Правда Жизни


Вопрос нависший многи дни и лета

Почему? Откуда враж-жестокость в Бога Единеньи?

Забывчивость ли Правды?

Это точно

Что еще?

Страдания от забытья

однажды поглотившем персонажа одного

Перевернуть Природу Бога в воплощеньи пыткой можно если воевать с самим собой забыв Природу ОДНОво

Вражда-Война темнит двоичность еще боле… боли…

все е же в сознаньи ОДНОво

как все равно в самом себе себе на зло

представь войну внутри себя ты человек

что представлять! коль есть уже внедренье тех забывших, что войну намеренно в нас сотворили! и она идет невидимо для многих

ах! хочу добро вещать и красоту

Любовь и Радость


я е СВЯТО во плоти – и плоть е СВЯТО тоже ибо все едино!

не впечатленья – вдохновенье лейся ПЕСНЕЙ МУЗОЙ изнутри снаружи

все ЕДИНО…


Тьма боли от мучений пусть возноситься ПРИРОДОЙ МОЧЬ.Ю коюю не изменить ничем – ПРИРОДА, кояя предстала УМОМ ЖИЗНЬЮ ПЕСНЕЙ ПЛЯСКОЙ ВСЕМ ЧТО ЕСТЬ

Ведь только понимать всю силу ЧУДА – ведь сознанье коее стоит всем миром – может становиться пламенем и водой – может быть водородом в воде тихо – может силищу из водорода проявить – мы состоим из СИЛЫ ЧУДА








то мысли темные давленье создают и тяжесть во проти.вленье!

то узри и не поддайся тяжести заблудшего и больно!во ума

то душит забытье тяжелой ла.пой по привычке

ту привычку РАСТВОРИ




6-6-6 Timekeeper mutation

please see info on this unnatural mutation in the following link


experienced tri-torus directly and how it feeds on consciousness: this functions as a machine – it is experienced to be a contrived mechanism of persisting recorded thought-forms (mathematical programs if you will) that act to pervert healthy ornament of relationships into unnatural “Metatronic Beast” and yes – it “lowers the frequencies” of expression (this is why most of humanity and animals “think” as Metatronic Beast – only of “eating and sleeping”)

Metatronic distortions are repetitive recordings (conditionings=samskaras) as opposed to healthy lack of any lasting impressions when creative impulse manifests and demanifests following by another impulse manifesting and demanifesting and so on – creation “in the moment” – without attachment

it takes much LOVE to encourage consciousness to stay awake and strive to be itself

burden of habitual redundancy in the form of body of recorded distortions is what creates perceptual separation within ourself – all practices of yoga are aimed at dissolving this body of distortions (samskaras) by re-learning to abide in dharmakaya – The Source “mind” – Tibetan monks are very successful in Yoga practices and many are known (166,000 or more) to be capable of transforming their physical bodies to rainbow bodies (the secret of successful practices of the Tibetans is LOVE and COMPASSION cultivated to embrace all living beings within UNITY of LIFE as well as dedication of “personal” practices to benefit entire existence) Here is an example of Tibetan meditation:


Slogan #3, with comment, à la Pema Chödrön:
‘Sending and taking should be practiced alternately. These two should ride the breath.’
This is instruction for a meditation practice called tonglen. In this practice you send out happiness to others and you take in any suffering that others feel. You take in with a sense of openness and compassion and you send out in the same spirit. People need help and with this practice we extend ourselves to them.

Ascension is healing of consciousness to remember its UNITY LOVE JOY MUSIC DANCE and UNIFIED BREATH of LIFE


МО Лить Ва

И да исцелиться своеволие – причина всех болезней

И да ВО С ХРЕСТ Люцифер во Хресте!

И да ВО С ХРЕСТ Михаил во Хресте!

И да ВО С ХРЕСТ Человечество во Хресте!

И да ВО С ХРЕСТ все падшие коих по имени не знаю во Хресте!

И да ВО С ХРЕСТ все СОЗНАНИЕ БОЖИЕ что прошло чрез черные дыры падших вкушающих!


И да прибудем ПРИ РОДНО благодатью радости кахання Вольной Воли в ЖИВО писании МУзыки истинных нас!

Стихотворить – не варить!

Живописать – не жирить!

Как Христос учил – коли еще есть нужда целить болезнь своеволия, то еште с Божьего стола – фрукты да орехи – сыроеденье – да умудритесь как зверюшки и птички – без сотворения отходов! Ибо все что в человеком созданных горах отходов – Бог Живой но средь мыслей ужасных болезненных – потому смердь в кучах от.ходов – потому разложение ибо живут сильно больные существа в кучах от.ходов, коии тоже ВО ХРЕСТЕ ВО С ХРЕСТ нуть надо! Просите прощения у всего что в отходы бросаете ибо Бог ЖИВОЙ!

Ах! Как хочеться творить – стихотворить – живописать – плясать ПРИРОДНО!

Исцели Боже болезнь своеволия!


Дабы могли вновь возрадоваться в Любви и Истинной Природе ЖИЗНИ!

Ах – Ях!





АХ – ЯХ!

Свята ЗаРа

То Диво ДивноЕ


ЛюЛи Люли ЛюЛи

что может слово?

Непривязанностью к самое себя

То выдох вдохновенья


То поТОК всеВЕЧНО новый ТОЧкой

стих опишет, но не передаст той сути что глаголит безсловесно изнутри

собою быть – свободнО быть от всех привычек и Оков

то мудро ведано что нечего терять нам кром оков своих

самскарам неподвластно быть – самскары растворяться в безответьи

то верно, что отпустит через от.вращенье лишь

все надобно природно

со.стоянье СВЯТОсТИ… О! ОМ…